He saw Top kissing Jin...
Namjoon felt broken. He felt as if his heart was stompt on and beaten. And the part that hurt him the most, as that Jin didn't even fight back. He didn't move away he kept kissing him.
Namjoon couldn't watch any longer. He couldn't continue to watch the love of his life kiss some one else. So he decided to walk away. With out Jin noticesing.
As Namjoon walked back to the car, he was trying his hardest to not cry. He was doing everything in his will power not to just break down crying. As he got to the car, Jimin started asking where Jin and Top were.
"Hyung, where are Jin and Top?"
"There coming." Namjoon was trying to hard not to cry. He was hurt. Deaply. But he had to keep a brave face. Or at least till they got home.
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After the kiss, Top was the one to push away. He knew what he did was wrong. But yet he enjoyed it. But sorry at the same time.
"Jin," he began saying,"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that. It was a mistake. Please don't tell Hobi. Please."
"It was my fault too. I didn't fight back. Yes, oh course I won't tell Hobi. "
"Or Namjoon"
"We can never tell anyone. This was a one time thing. Never again. Understand?"
"Yes. Only a one time thing. Never again. I hope this doesn't cause any thing between us."
"Of course not. The kiss didn't mean any thing, right?"
No, no feelings. Just a mistake."
"Come on, Top, we would head back up, the guys are probably wondering why were taking so long."
"Ok then"
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"Namjoon-Hyung, what's wrong? You seem upset."asked Jimin.
"What-oh-ah. No I'm not upset, I'm just tired. I think I'll go to sleep on the way back."
"Ok then. Nighty nighty, don't let the bed bugs bite"
As Namjoon drifted off to sleep. He started mumbling a song.
"I see oceans. Deserst. I see the world. Everything. The same thing. Let's live again."
* Ok so everythime Namjoon sings "Sea" the chpater name is going to be "Sea pt..." so yea. Please vote and comment 💓💓
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