I Feel Empty(Kim Namjoon)

dance practice

Namjoon was in the bathroom for about ten minutes. And Jin started to wonder, why he was gone for so long.

"Hyung, why is Namjoon, taking so long? Asked Jungkook. "We have concert in a few weeks, and he still needs a lot of practice."

"I don't know. But I will go check on him. Just to make sure that he is ok," Jin said.

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Namjoon heard footsteps coming towards that bathroom. He quickly cleaned off all the blood. And his tears.

"Namjoon, are you ok?"asked Jin. " We need to start practice. And since were practicing 'No More Dream', we need you to start it."

"Yea. I'm fine hyung."replied Namjoon, with a shaky voice. "Just start without me. I'll be out soon."

Something about the way Namjoon's voice sounded made Jin worry. But he didn't want to assume anything.

"Umm..if you say so." Jin said. And left to start practice.

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Namjoon came out of the bathroom, still a little teary. He was looking for where I might have left his food journal. But then he decided, that he should just go back to practice. Since he did need it. So he gave up looking. He made sure to cover his his arm with his hoodie.

He opened the door. And saw the guys dancing. But they must have finished with 'No More Dream' , since Hobi,and Yoongi, were rapping Cypher pt.4.  He sighed in relief, thinking that they found his journal, and were reading it.

"Hyung, your back!" Exclaimed Jungkook. "Thank God, your back. Teahyung was rapping your verses, in Cypher pt4. And he kept messing up your lines. And didn't sound right.😂😂😂

"No I didn't," yelled Taehyung. "I rapped perfectly. Even better than Namjoon.😂😂😂.

"I'm sure Taehyung rapped fine."laughed Namjoon." But he still isn't gonna be in the next Cypher. 😂😂😂

"Hyung," pouted Taehyung.

"Well see," said Namjoon. "You must be patient. The time will come. And you will shine as a rapper."

"Yes. Yes I will." Said Teayhung confidentially.

"Hey, guys. Pay attention. We need to practice. Hurry up. Get into  position." Yelled Hobi.

"Alright I'm going. "Said Taehyung.

Namjoon just laughed. And got into position.

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After 4 and half of dancing. Everyone was exhausted. He went home around 5:00pm. Namjoon went straight towards his room. He eventually found his journal. And his it in his backpack until they got home.

Jimin sat on the couch. And Yoongi lad on his lap. Everyone suspected that they were a 'thing' since they always were together. And holding hands.

Jungkook and Tae went up to Tae's room. And played video games.

Jin wanted to see how Namjoon was. Since he saw that he was acting differently. He knocked on the door. There was no answer. Jin opened the door anyways. Then he saw Namjoon, sleeping. He looked so peaceful. He didn't want so disturb his perfect angel's sleep. So Jin gave him a kiss on the cheek. And left.

Hi, guys. How has it been? Anyways thanks for reading this chapter. I know that in the end of the last chapter I would explain Namjoon's suicidal thoughts and actions. I got distracted and wrote this. Hehe.🤷‍♀️
I will explain eventually. In other new. Please give Tae a verse in Cypher pt.5. #TaeCypherPt.5.
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