I Feel Empty(Kim Namjoon)

passed out

Namjoon woke up early, as usual. He got dressed and went outside for a run. He ran 3 miles and decided to head back to the house.

As he came in everyone was already awake, and eating breakfast. Namjoon waved and opened the refrigerator, and grabbed a cold bottle of water. He drank all of it, and headed for his room.

"Hey, Namjoon."said Jin, "aren't you going to eat anythng?

"No thanks, I already ate."
Jin sighed.

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BTS enters concert arena,*backstage*

Everyone was getting dressed and getting their makeup and hair done. Namjoon was feeling nervous, about going out there. Mainly because, he recently got a text message from his step father saying that he will say him soon. Thinking of this made Namjoon's stomach hurt. Then he ran to the bathroom, and started to vomit. He was in the bathroom, for about 10-15 minutes. Once he felt okay, he cleaned himself up. And went with the rest of the members.

Jin, saw Namjoon running up to them. He looked exhausted. And after reading Namjoon's journal, he knew why. He saw Nmjoon run to the bathroom, a few minutes ago. He worried for him. But he couldn't say anything because he didn't want Namjoon to know that he was looking through his stuff.
  
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The announcer began to speak, "Now please welcome, the great, amazing, talented, world wide famous, BTS!"

The fans cheered. And the music started to play.

About half way through 'Best of Me Namjoon began to feel dizzy. His head started to hurt. Then he saw him.

Then every thing went black. All he could hear, were the screams of worried fans, and Jin yelling for help.
Suddenly he couldn't hear anything, he Namjoon just passed out.

The rest of the concert was canceled, and Namjoon was rushed to the hospital.

"Omg, what happened?" Yelled Jimin. "He looks fine before the concert."

This set Jin off.

"Are you fucking kidding me? "Jin yelled. Everyone was shocked. "Fine? Fine? Have none of you noticed that Namjoon has acted differently for the last couple off months. Kim Namjoon hasn't eaten anything for the past freaking 6 months! He has been sucidal, for the last 5 months. So don't started saying 'what happened, he looked fine' crap.

Everyone just stared at Jin, to shocked to say anything else. Afraid that they might set Jin off again.

Jin just held Namjoon's had, while in the ambulance. "Don't leave me" he whispered.