Suicidal ✽ Jamilton ✔

~ Chapter 4 ~

✽~ Thomas's POV ~✽

I was rubbing Alexander's back and I did not even realize I was calling him Alex until he said that.

And he lost his whole family! I did not help at all. No I never did all I did was beat him and no that does not help. I checked the weather and it said that we had this storm for two days after this. So I also checked the school and we had no more school this week because of the storm.

Then I noticed Alex was asleep. I turned the light off and went to sleep myself.

✽~ The Next Morning ~✽

I woke up about a minute or two before Hamilton-or Alex? I don't know anymore. While I am rubbing my eyes and stretching he wakes up. "AH! What the heck Jefferson what are you doing here?" He says making me jump. "You don't remember what happened last night do you?" I replied. 

"Wait- D-DID WE-" He stutters and looks down that we are fully clothed.
"NO NOTHING LIKE THAT!" I feel my face and it is burning up. "I heard you crying in here last night and I came in to comfort you and we just fell asleep," (Until now ;) )

I said still blushing. "Well, I am going to go make breakfast." 

"Whats for breakfast!? Can I have some?" He replies happily. Wow, I have never seen him so happy. "Of course you can have breakfast and mac and cheese."

"Cool." 

"Cool." we both say.

I make food and when it's done I get two bowls. 
"Its done!" I say and he comes in. 

As we eat it's pretty silent and awkward. But when he says something I blush "Why did you help me?" 
"Because I regret bullying you I am so so sorry." 
"It's fine Thomas." 

HE CALLED ME THOMAS

HE.

CALLED.

ME.

THOMAS.

Well, I called him Alex so I guess he can but I was not expecting that I did not realize I was calling him Alex and I saw him grinning to himself when I noticed what he said. I was blushing just as hard as he was last night. 

But not like that! We didn't do that it was just how hard he was blushing when I called him Alex.

When I was done eating I watched some episodes of Stranger Things. Alex went back to his room and did essays. "You are the only person I know who will work when we have no school," I said.

"Well, I have to work to get a good job and be a successful human being." He says happily.
"Unlike me" I mutter. "What did you say?" he said curiously. "Oh N-nothing"

I go and watch movies again with nothing to do until I hear a knock at the door. "I'll get it!" I say, standing up. When I open the door I see three girls about our ages. One with a yellow dress, one with a pink dress, one with a blue dress

"Hello," I say awkwardly. "Hi, um is Alexander here?" the one with the pink dress says. "My name is Angelica. This is Eliza." She points at the one with a blue dress. "And Peggy." She points to the one with a yellow dress. "Nice to meet you all my name is Thomas and Alexander is in his room."

The girls go to Alex's room.

 Wow

That was um. Cool. I have seen them before in high school but I left them alone. Must be some of Alexander's friends.