Suicidal ✽ Jamilton ✔

~ Chapter 7 ~

(I know the video has nothing to do with the chapter but I had no song that really fits with this chapter and to make up for it it has Thomas and Alex which are the only ones it this chapter.)
✽~ Thomas's POV ~✽

I wake up to the sounds of birds singing, and sun rays beaming through my window.

Wait, no. I woke up to the sound of pots banging together.

Of course its Sunday. Alex is trying to make me breakfast again. I stay in bed so I could pretend I am asleep to make him feel better. But that didn't help much did it? Because the next thing I know, I hear Alex calling me. "Thomas!" I stay in bed though because I am tired. obviously.

I hear him rushing up the stairs and I get up and start changing, while sighing. I only got three hours of sleep tonight. I am going to bed early later. He walks up to my while I am not completely dressed yet and we both blush. Why is he blushing its nothing he has not seen before. But his reaction is still cute.
When I went in the kitchen to see him trying to flip a pancake, he blushed at the sight of me and it landed on his head.
I chuckled and lifted it off of his face giving him a light peck on the lips.
He blushed and I poked his nose. "C-Could you help me Tommy?"
I blush and say yes.
He has been calling me that nickname all week and I am not used to it yet.

We finish the pancakes and when I take a bite I almost faint.
"ITS SO GOOD." I say snarfing it down.
Alex laughs and I join him. He did most of it and he did good.

We went to my room and played on our phones. Separately. To think we would be playing together. We were sitting together but not playing together. I was laying down on his lap and he was stocking my hair. But then I saw something on my phone. I saw that there was a therapist ad. I hesitated but clicked on it. I read a bit of it and sat up. Thomas jumped he was not expecting my sudden movement. Neither was I. But I ignored it and saved the link to the website. I felt breathing over my shoulder and turned to see Thomas looking at my phone. I blushed, embarrassed he just saw me deciding to get a therapist or not.
Should I?
I need it.
No.
Wait.
Yes?
Gah. Whatever.
"Are you thinking about going?" He said "W-Well I don't know I might soon but for now, no." We still have school maybe if I really want it I will sign up for weekends. If I am not busy that is. I still need to study on weeken-" He kisses me softly. I blush and look down.
"If you want to I will help you."
We go back to the position we were in and I finished saving the link.

Maybe I will think about joining.

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~ Word Count: 529 ~

Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and you guys have absolutely NO idea of what I have planned for the next few chapters so sit down, buckle you seatbelts, its gonna be a hell of a ride.

Also spring break starts in 2 days so I will have enough time to post a bunch. Ly ty for reading bye.