Suicidal ✽ Jamilton ✔

~ Chapter 10 ~

✽ ~ Alexander's POV ~✽

"Elizabeth Schuyler?" I said, eager to see her.
"Room 106 second floor."

Thomas and I got to the elevator in the hospital. I have so many worries. She was my best friend! We even dated for a bit a long time ago... But neither of us really felt the spark so we preferred friends. She was so nice. I can't lose her!
"What if she's not okay! What if she has cancer? WHAT IF SHE IS DEAD?!" I said while we were riding up to the second floor.

Thomas kissed me softly and the elevator door opened. I blushed as the people on the other side of the door stared at us. We went to Eliza's room and I saw her. "A-Are you okay?"

"I am okay Alexander." She smiled back. Which made me smile. "What did they say?" I said, still eager.

"Well I have good news and... Good news." I was so happy at that and I laughed the tiniest bit.

"The good news is that I will be able to get out soon and the good news it that there is now bad news!" I hugged her tight and I was beaming of happiness.

"Well hang in there. Can I visit you tomorrow again?" I said. "It is my fault after all."

"It is not your fault Alexander Hamilton and that will be kinda hard to do..." She frowned scratching her head.

"What! Why?!"

"I am getting out tomorrow morning!" She laughed.

"Oh.. I forgot." I laughed back.

I hugged her and said bye while Thomas and I walked out.
We got into the elevator and I was fiddling with my fingers.
"Well that went way better than I thought." I blushed.

We got into the car and went to our dorm.

I kissed Thomas right away when we got inside. "A-alex hey!" He laughed. I just blushed. "I am just so happy!" He kissed me now. I smiled through the kiss. He carried me to the bed band I blushed again. Thomas knows how to flatter me too much he is so cute!
"T-Thomas are we allowed to do this right here? Now?" I said. "That is... If you want to?" He smirked. I nodded slowly yes.

Thomas ripped my shirt off and did the same with his. I wasn't used to this either. But last time it was so damn... Fun? I have no idea. But I did not expect it. I blushed at his chest still toned. Of course.

(H.E.L.P)

The next morning I went to school and saw Lee again. He forced eye contact with me and I tried to run away but failed. WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO DANG WEAK?!
"Everyone knows what you and your little boyfriend did last night.
W

hat? No. They couldn't know.
I pushed past him and when I got inside the building I saw all eyes on me.
This is different.

I walked to class and listened to the teacher. As I wrote down notes I heard somebody talking about me. Well that's no different. I am the least popular person in the school and an easy target for bullies. I couldn't make out what they were saying but I ignored it like normal. When it was lunchtime I never saw Thomas. He was normally right next to me. Wait I just realized he was not in science class like normal either. Well my 5th period. The last period of the day, was, math. If he is not there then I don't know what I am going to to.

He.
Was.
Not.
At.
Math.
Class.

I texted him, no response.
But I did see Madison walking up to me. They have been bullying me a lot more often than the beginning of college. "Slut." He pushed me. I felt my face heat up.

Was I a slut? It was only two times. One person. But...

How did they know?!
Who told everyone?!
"W-what?"
"You know what." A smirk grew on his face.
I ran away and I heard him laugh. As I reached my dorm room I saw Thomas and he said "Hey". But I went to my room and slaked the door.

Was he cheating on me?!
He was not at school all day.
Well I would not be surprised if he did not know what they know. They don't care about me. Thomas if different. Everyone fears him so they pretend they do not know what they know.

I called Eliza. "Eliza?"
"Alex? You sound sad." Hearing her voice even over phone was refreshing. "Uh I think Thomas is cheating on me..."

She hesitantly said "What?!" "Boy, if he did he will gat a taste of-"

"Elizabeth. Stop. I will be fine I just wanted to hear your voice I guess. Its not true. Sorry for worrying you." I fake laughed. "Oh well take care Alex can't wait to see you." We hung up and I cried.
I hated lying to her. But I think it is actually true. Isn't it.

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~ Word Count: 847 ~

Dramaaaaaaa

Is Thomas cheating on Alex? Never know...
Until next chapter...
Oooooh spooky.

Sorry bye.

I AM CHESSY BYE
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-I am confused now-