Suicidal ✽ Jamilton ✔

~ Chapter 27 ~

(Reason for not having a Diary chapter here will be explained in the next couple chapters ;)))))))))) )
~ Eliza's POV ~

Alex was asleep on the couch.
He fell asleep crying last night. I feel so bad. I did the same thing to Angelica when John cheated on me.
I wasn't mad he cheated on me with another boy, just the fact that he cheated.

I put in some soothing music in the background of his sleeping. His brother James came over about an hour ago after he fell asleep and we are basically just waiting for him to wake up.

"I'm gonna go make something to eat. Call my name if Alex wakes up." I said walking into the kitchen.

~ James' POV ~

Alex's friend Eliza left to go make food for us. It was really sweet of her.

As I was getting lost in my thoughts I felt a slight movement next to me. "Ughn"
I looked over to see Alex stretching and waking up. "Alex!" I have him a hug and he yawned.

"Where's Thom- oh.." He said coldly " Where's Eliza? "

"Oh she went to make food."

Then she walked in.

"Speak of the devil." I said standing up.

"More like Angel. She's really nice." He giggled.

She put out food on the table and hugged Alex.

"I'm going to get napkins and water. Be right back." She said strutting back to the kitchen.

Alex already dug in and started eating. "Hey Alex?" I said awkwardly. " Hm? "
"You should eat a bit less. Your getting pretty big." I said calmly.

"Oh" he put down his fork as Eliza came in. She sat down the water for us.

I guess he lost his appetite because he didn't eat the rest of his food.

He went to the bathroom with no explanation and we quietly followed after him.

We heard him throwing up and puking in there. Is he sick? But he walked out calmly and a bit pale but he seemed happy I guess. So we didn't think much of it. "Where's my Journal guys?" He asked with a bit of worry in his voice.
We shrugged and watched a movie.

~ Alexander's POV ~
The next day at school.

I walked into the pretty empty cafeteria and searched every table for my journal.

But if course the only one that was left was the one with everyone around it. I gulped and walked over, only to find someone READING a passage out of one of the entries.

"Prom is next week and I want to ask out Thomas."

"Aww gay slut." They spat out.

I grabbed the book and ran to the bathroom crying.

Why me?