Suicidal ✽ Jamilton ✔

~Chapter 29 ~

~ Alexander's POV ~

I am sitting on the couch in my dorm balling my eyes out.

Thomas is out probably fucking Madison.

James left me a few plates of food but they are cold and untouched.

I don't even know why he would do that if he thinks I'm so fat.

I wipe my eyes and blow my nose. But still sobbing.

"Alex?" I turn around slowly to see Thomas.I
When did he get here? I didn't hear him some in.

"W-What do you want"

"Alex what's wrong?"

"Don't call me that"

He sat next to me and I scooted away and this repeated until I hit the wall.

"What..?" I looked away blushing.

"Alex, please."

I said nothing back.

"I'm sorry." He said.

"Sorry? Thats S.O.R.R.Y which means I will never do it again. You said that last time. " I said turning away again.

"And I kept my promise. Alex he lied. It was just the one time he kissed me." He said lifting my chin.

" Tsk. "

He gave me a kiss on the lips. I missed this. But I pulled away and looked down.

"How do I know your not lying? Things the funny thing about life... You never know if someone is lying to you or just trying to make you happy."
I said sighing.

"I'm trying to make you happy." He said.

I couldn't speak. Maybe he was telling the truth.

"C-Can I check your phone?" I said awkwardly .

"Sure" he held out his phone and I saw he texted Madison less then an hour ago.

I got red and mad but then clicked on it.

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ThomasTheTankEngine: How could you lie like that?!

MadAsAHatter: all up in the brains Hun

ThomasTheTankEngine: U HMM H DON'T CALL ME THAT

MadAsAHatter: Son Take your medicine.

ThomasTheTankEngine: I CAN'T STAND YOU

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I tackled him with kisses after that. He was right. He laughed a bit and kissed me back.

"What about you and Madison taking my Journal yesterday?" I asked sighing .

"That was him. I was trying to push him away to get it but everyone else was pushing me away. I'm so so sorry. I feel so sad."

I nodded and blushed in embarrassment.

"Maybe this means we can start over? " I said messing with my fingers.

"Heh, id like that." He nodded .

We smiled and fell asleep together.

I love him and it's really really nice to have him back as mine.

~ Thomas's POV ~

Alex fell asleep on my lap.
It was so cute. I love him. Alex was quietly purring on my lap as I was stroking his hair.

I made some coffee and food for both of us when he wakes up.
It wasn't late just around four P.M.

When he woke up I handed him his food. He didn't touch it though so I worried I cooked it wrong.

"Did I cook in wrong?" I said nervous he shook his head and hesitantly took a bite.

I smiled and kissed him. I guess he's fine. Everything is now.

~ Word Count: 510 ~
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