Suicidal ✽ Jamilton ✔

~ Chapter 16 ~

✽ ~ Thomas's POV ~ ✽
(Be aware that there are LOTS OF CRINGINESS OF JAKE PAUL I NEED TO say that it was a joke and that i had nothing to write so I wrote some stuff about him. all i know is some lyrics of his song because one of my friends like him and he does lots of pranks like it or leave Baiiii Baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii)

So..,
Prom is next week...
And I was thinking about taking Alex out but he will most likely decline. Knowing him he will stay home and just write away on his stupid essays. Did I mention that when he had to finish those with James Madison, he did them by himself. And in only two days. Thats way too much for my baby girl. And now he has to write more. But if he says yes to my offer to prom and he debates it and tries to stay home instead, I will not stand for that. He needs to be more social.

I walked downstairs to where Alex was on the couch watching videos.
"Hey Alex. You alright?"
"Yes, Thomas the tank engine."
I laughed at his nickname and said, "Wanna go for muffins? He nodded his head yes frantically. We got in my car and we drove to the cafe. As I parked I saw Lee. I don't think Alex did so I rushed him inside with me. We ordered two muffins and coffees. Of course, he got large and I got small.

"If you slept more you would not need so much coffee." I sighed and took a bite of my muffin. "Oh, shush." We both laughed. Alex noticed Lee and his eyes widened. Oh no, not today. Today is supposed to be perfect. "Well well well. Look who it is." He snarked. I rolled my eyes as he spat out another remark, "You two are so fat. Why don't you stop eating so much?" He walked away. I noticed Alex looking down at his stomach and slowly putting his muffin down. "Oh, stop Alexander. You are nowhere near fat. you weigh, Fucking ninety pounds. Most people your age weigh well over 100." I slammed 10 dollars on the table and held Alex's hand on our way out.

We walked to the park together and sat down on a bench. Still hand in hand. "A-Alex?" I am so nervous. But I can do it. "Yes? Thomas are you alright?" His eyes sparkling, looking into mine. I feel myself blush. "C-Can I ask you a quick question?"
"You just did." He laughed. Oh his laugh. So adorable. "Another question?" I smiled. "You did once again. This time, I laughed with him. "Can I ask you two more questions?" I said, trying to outsmart him.
"Fine... But that counts as one."
I nodded in response. "Alex I wanted to know if, maybe.... You would be fine with the idea of... Going to p-prom with me?" I said, giving him his favorite flower, lilacs.
"Are you joking? Because if you are, it is not funny at all and you are not Jake Paul." He replied, with his eyes going wide, once again. I laughed.
"No its very true. Because I love you, every day bro!" He facepalmed at that and I laughed. We leaned in and kissed. This is one of the sweetest moments of my life. I love this man so much. And he is mine. He is mine for as long as I am alive.
I love him.
I love him so so much.

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~ Word Count: 534 ~

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Also thinking about starting a Lams book ;))) I have a few Ideas in mind so look out for that