H̶a̶h̶a̶ ̶m̶o̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶t̶r̶u̶c̶k̶e̶r̶!̶ ̶Y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶h̶o̶u̶g̶h̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶n̶e̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶s̶h̶a̶r̶e̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶d̶e̶p̶r̶e̶s̶s̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶a̶n̶y̶o̶n̶e̶!̶ ̶W̶e̶l̶l̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶w̶e̶r̶e̶ ̶w̶r̶o̶n̶g̶ish
W̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶a̶ ̶g̶r̶e̶a̶t̶ ̶d̶a̶y̶,̶ ̶r̶i̶g̶h̶t?
how the fuc do I start this entry? Diary? Journal?
Hello...
Thomas got me this diary a few weeks ago.
He says it will help me with my depression.
When all he really did was make it worse by fukin cheating on me.
But how would that help, right?
Well I guess I love writing so yeah maybe that...
BUT YOU CANNOT LISTEN STUPID PAPER.
Or can it??
̶i̶f̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶p̶e̶a̶c̶e̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶p̶a̶p̶e̶r̶ ̶m̶o̶v̶e̶s̶,̶,̶ ̶I̶'̶m̶ ̶c̶a̶l̶l̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶p̶r̶i̶e̶s̶t̶.
Anyways Eliza got out of the hospital today...
But I am too worn out to go visit her.
All I can think about is if Thomas is really cheating on me...
well why am I so dumb?
he wouldn't cheat on me right?
Right?
H̶e̶ ̶c̶h̶e̶a̶t̶e̶d̶H̶e̶ ̶c̶h̶e̶a̶t̶e̶d̶H̶e̶ ̶c̶h̶e̶a̶t̶e̶d̶H̶e̶ ̶c̶h̶e̶a̶t̶e̶d̶.
H.E.L.P M.E P.L.E.A.S.E
WHAT IF HE IS CHEATING I CANNOT BE IN A DORM WITH HIM
well, I have actually no proof but he was not at school all day.
STOP JUMPING TO CONCLUSIONS, ALEX!
I CAN'T MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAY WITHOUT KNOWING IF HE CHEATED OR NOT
stop talking about your 'boyfriend' Alex.
how was school today?
I AM SERIOUSLY GOING INSANE. TALKING TO MYSELF IN A DIARY WHAT SHOULD I SAY NEXT?
terrible. Anyways I need to stop talking about Thomas. School was even worse.
I already know what happened.
no need explaining.
Well people kept calling me-
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Yes these count as chapters 😈😈😈
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Suicidal ✽ Jamilton ✔
Fanfiction[Sequel: Till Death Do] ✔ = Completed [4/27/2018] Modern AU (#7 in #Jamilton out of 738 stories [5/21/2018] :D )
