Suicidal ✽ Jamilton ✔

~ Chapter 24 ~

(Get ready for some Dear Evan Hansen.)
✽~ Alexander's POV ~✽

Eliza and I were slowly walking through a store together looking for whatever.
We were just hanging out not really wanting to buy anything.

But as we walked around more Eliza found a few makeup foundations she liked.
I laughed a bit, "Eliza. You don't need makeup."

She pouted and put it back.

Anyways it was expensive. We didn't come here to shop just look around.
And just in case we found something we liked we would get it. But that makeup was way too expensive.

When we walked further I found a small but flawless pack of pens. I but that in the basket and walked away.

We also found some nail polish samples that we both put on some.
Eliza out on light blue and I put on a flawless darkish green.

I walked away, flawlessly might I add.

Eliza giggled and rushed back up to me.

"What now?" She said.

"We need to pay for my flawless pens"
She sighed and face-palmed dramatically as we walked over to the cashier. I put the pens down for him and saw his nametag.

'James H.'

"Excuse me, sir. If you don't mind me asking what's your last name?" I said with a bit of excitement.
He was about my age, a bit older, and had the same initials as my brother!

"Uh, J-James Hamilton."

"James? It's me, Alexander!". I exclaimed loudly.

"Alex! Is it really you? You died in the hurricane or at least I thought you did. When I found out that you were alive people said you were here. I came here just so I could possibly find you! Of course I needed to get a job." He rambled and looked at the time, "My shift is over. Could we catch up?"
I nodded in response too happy to say anything.

"AHEMMM" Eliza excused herself making both of us jump. "I'm glad you two are having your reunion and shit but what about me?"

"Oh you can join us. Follow me guys."

I led them to my dorm and we sat on the couch.
Thomas walked in and Eliza motioned him to join us.
That's right Eliza doesn't know he cheated on me...

He say down and I said, "Thomas, this is James Hamilton, my brother. James this is Thomas."

They smiled and I saw a bit of something in Thomas' eye.
Guilt? Jealousy?

So I continued.

"Thomas Jefferson, my boyfriend."

His eyes lit up and it was like Moses was in his eyes washing all the jealousy away.

Our dad was not a big fan of homosexuality so I assumed James was the same.

"And so know, it's weird but-"

James cut me off. "Alex, I'm not dad. Its not weird I don't care if your dating a girl or a boy. All I'm worried about is your safety."

I nodded.

"So guys this is my brother that I thought died in the hurricane but turns out he thought I died in the hurricane. But here we are. Very much alive and living flawlessly."

(I'm so sorry.)

They laughed and welcomed him.

I may say it was a pretty good day.

After a few hours he left as he gave me his number and I went up to my room.

I sang a bit.
"No one deserves to be forgotten. No one deserves to fade away. No one deserves to come and him and have no one know if they were even here."
That's basically how James has been living his life.
I never forgot him but every one else has.

"When your falling in a forest and there's nobody around do you ever really crash or even make a sound?"

Thomas heard me and walked in.
He sat next to me and sang too.

"On the outside always looking in will I, ever be more then I've always been 'cause I'm tap-tap-tappin' on the glass. Waving through a window."

Then we both sang together.

"I try to speak but nobody can hear so I wait around for an answer to appear while I'm watch-watch-watchin' people pass. I'm waving through a window. Can anybody see? Is anybody waving back at me?

(Now shoo Dear Evan Hansen. Back to Hamilton.)

We smiled and I lied down on his shoulder.

" I forgive you Thomas. "

He stroked my hair and smiled.
We fell asleep like that for the night.

~ Word Count: 748 ~

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