I Wouldn't Love You Enough // Harry Styles ✓ [wattys 2020]

1. Just another day.

The loud ring wakes me up only to make me shut the alarm and sleep again. When I hear another ring- this time of my phone- I collect myself to go pick up the phone. Its mum. Good morning, Harry. Nice way to begin the day.

"Hello" I coo into the speaker.

"Good morning baby" my mum speak with much more enthusiasm and excitement than me.

"What's wrong?"

"Does something have to be wrong for me to call you?"

"Its six in the the morning mum"

"For god's sake Harry. Its 11:30 already." She says tired to her lazy ass of a son.

"What? I am hungry now. Is there something important you wanted to talk about? Or we could just hang up. I'll go grab something to eat."

"No. Not really. Just that umm you know. Its been a while since we have met. I am looking forward to seeing you."

Its always been so. I know how mom feels. I have been performing infront of the world since I was a child. As much as I love mum, I never could manage my schedule to spent some quality time with her. With all the work I have its really difficult to promise her that we can spend some time together in the near future.

"Yeah mum. I'll let you know."

With that we hang up after saying our good byes. I quickly put on my white t-shirt and pull on my favorite pair of black skinny jeans and head out for McDonalds. I am usually not allowed to roam freely without security, but to be honest I love to do that. As soon as I step a foot outside my house I notice some screaming girls nearby. I quickly wave at them and give them my so called award winning dimpled smile.

I grab some starbucks and burgers from McDonalds as one wont fill my tummy. Some girls come up to me asking for pictures. I politely smile and hug them first.

There are 5 girls. One is brunette and all of the others are blonde. The brunette is kind of odd. All the blondies are blushing and giggling and hug me back tightly when I hug them. But the brunette only smiles when she catches me staring. I give her back one. When I come close to hug her she steps back almost defensively.

"Oh. I am sorry." She is quick to reply as she sees my falling expression. She quitely hugs me. She is wearing a huge, too huge for her small frame, hoodie with some cute pom poms hanging at the sides. She too is wearing black skinny jeans with a pink tank top which says 'girl love' and has these hearts all over. My eyes move slowly from her vans to her chest. She has freckles, which I dont know why, find the cutest thing ever. I dont even realise it that I am staring at her breast when she clears her throat. I quickly turn to the 4 blondes.

"Would you like a picture?"

"Yes of course" they reply in unison.

I am about to ask a person on the street to click a picture of us when the brunette interrupts me.

"Hold on. I can take one."

"But dont you want one with me?" I say and realise that it doesnt sound good. She is quick to laugh and continues.

"I could have one whenever I want. I live just besides your house. Besides I could ask Aura to click one picture of just me and you as I clicked of all of them." She says and gives me a warm smile. A smile which I could call award winning. I again dont realise that I am blankly staring at her when she says "butter or cheese?"

She clicks the picture just when I smile and the blondes thank me. They are about to walk away when I suddenly catch hold of the brunette's elbow and softly pull her back.

"You dont want anything?" I ask.

"W-what do you mean?" She asked almost horrified.

"Umm a picture? A hug? Anything?"

"Not interested buddy" she says connecting her fist to my shoulder.

"Your good name buddy?" I repeat her action.

"Why would Harry Styles want my name?" She says cheesily with her warm smile.

"I dont know. You know, we could be friends."

"Like I said, not interested buddy." No one, no one has done this to me. Who would anyone say they dont want to be friends with Harry Styles?

"Hey c'mon. Tell me your name. I aint a stalker"

"The way you were staring at me for the past 10 minutes, it seemed like."

"Well I didnt mean to do it miss whosoever." I say clumsily.

"Anna"

"Anna what?"

"My name. Anna Edwards."

"Name just as beautiful as you."

"I repeat. Not interested buddy" she says again punching my shoulder.

"Oh yeah. So we already buddies?"

She quitely nods.

"I dont want to look like a creep but could I have your number?"

"I know you dont want to look like a creep, but you actually look like a creep asking a girl her number after a 5 minute conversation." She says but lays her hand infront of me gesturing me to hand my phone to her. She dials her number and saves it as 'Anna, who Harry doesnt even know'. She smiles cheekily as she hands me back the phone.

"So as you have taken my number, are you gonna text me?"

"No I am going to stalk you."

"Omg I knew it." She screams. "I knew you were a stalker that moment when you were staring at my chest for long enough."

"Hey hey hey. Calm down. I am kidding. Dont make a scene here."

"Haha. As if I never knew." She rolls her eyes.

"You are beautiful." I suddenly blurt out.

"Thank you stalker." She smiles. "Anyways, I need to go. My friends would have even forgotten that I was with them."

She turns away to walk when without knowing I pull her by her elbow again. She wiggles out of my touch to stare at me sassily as I have no words to speak.

"Mind opening your mouth?" She stuffs her hands in her pockets.

"Mind going out for coffee with me tommorrow?" I say just as sassily repeating her actions, stuffing my hands into my pockets.

"Sure, stalker." She turns away again, stops and turns to look at me straight in my eyes. "Anything else before you drag me by my elbow again?"

I find myself giggling like a teenage girl before shaking my head. "Bye beautiful."

"Bye stalker." I dont want her to leave.

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A/N: first chapter! Hope you like it. Are first chapters always difficult to write or is it just me?

See you in the next one.