I Wouldn't Love You Enough // Harry Styles ✓ [wattys 2020]

28. You and I

"W-what?"

Dr. Steve sighed before speaking.

"Tiffany, would you mind waiting outside?"

"Oh, no problem, sweetie." She smiled and slowly crawled out of the clinic.

"Care to explain?" I snapped.

"Look, she is suffering from amnesia. She has memory losses quite often. Sometimes she remembers things from her extreme past but forgets about the present. Sometimes she comes her and forgets who I am. She doesnt remember Anna quite well. Tiffany sent Anna away many years ago and she doesnt remember her. She gets glimpses from when Anna was very little but now she believes that she is lost."

"She thinks her grand daughter is lost?" I ask, in utter shock. He nods.

"And I dont think she will be able to take the information that her daughter is all grown up and married. She'll be frightened and probably be traumatized."

"Erm." I was at a loss of words. "Am I supposed to let Anna know?"

"I am afraid to say no."

"But why?"

"She is going through a lot. I hope you understand." He sighed. "I have studied psychology a lot and it is believed not to put a person in more stress while he or she is already under stress. That's a common logic too."

"I understand." I sigh.

He then gave me the medicines and I barged out of the clinic. My mind was racing with numerous thoughts while I clutched the medicine bag in my hand and walked towards my car. I noticed a few paparazzi near my car but I push through them.

I exhale slowly as I get into the car and drive home. I open the front door and walk towards the kitchen to set down the medicines. My eyes soften as I see Anna near the counter dicing some celery.

I clear my throat to get her attention. She hears me, but doesnt lift up her face.

"Oh. You are home." She says, still dicing. "Why dont you go take a shower?"

I stride across the kitchen to her and hug her from the back. I rest my chin on her shoulder.

"Why dont you come and take a shower with me?" I say against her skin.

I hear her sniff and I turn her around. She hangs her head low.

"Anna,"

She doesnt move. I lift up her head to see her eyes all red and puffy. She closes her eyes and a few tears escape her eyes again. My eyebrows furrow together at her state. She just keeps her eyes closed and doesnt bother looking at me.

"Why are you crying?" She opens her eyes.

"I was chopping onions."

"Thats not the truth." I cup her cheeks in my hand. "Tell me. What's bothering you?"

"Everything Harry. Everything. I cant handle this anymore. The fact that I know I am dying gives me chills. I dont want to die, Harry. I love you."

"Anna, I know you dont want to." She buries her head into my chest. "Why dont we just go and shower?"

"Nice way to make a sad moment sexy." She giggles with her eyes full of tears. I lean down and press a lingering kiss on her soft lips. She smiles shyly when we pull away.

"Go get the water warmed up. I'll get the towels." I smile and place a kiss on her forehead and she walks away.

I grab the towels from the room and enter the bathroom where I hear the shower running. I open the curtain to notice Anna standing there, naked. She extends her hand under the shower water to check the temperature.

I strip down and enter the shower along with her. She gives me a small smile and leans in to kiss me. I press my lips to hers. She tangles her fingers into my hair making me groan. She slips her tongue in to my mouth. My tongue laps against her, hers dominating mine. My hands roam all over her body and rest at her hips and give it a squeeze.

She pulls away and rests her head in the crook of my neck. We sway side to side for a while until I grab her body wash, squirt a little on my palm and rub it on her back. The foam slowly forms and she pulls away from my body so that I can rub the soap all over her.

"Look! I am a foam monster!" She squeals. I shake my hed at her childish behavior.

She returns the favor by washing my body. I glare at her when she grabs my length and giggles. We get out of the shower and she brushes her hair.

"Wanna take a nap?" I ask, knowing that she really wants it.

"Yes. Surely." She sighs.

I wear my boxers once I reach the room. Anna enters right after me and I throw my shirt towards her. She catches it and pulls it over her head.

We both lie in bed right after. She nuzzles her head into my chest while my arm goes around her waist and I lie on my back. We both stare at the ceiling. Comfortable silence engulfes us and we both lie there, listening to each other's breathing.

"Harry?" She quitely says.

"Yeah?"

"What will you do when I am gone?" I inhale sharply.

"I will write songs about you. And miss you 24/7. I honestly dont even know what life was even before I met you." I smile softly.

"Good night, Harry." She giggles.

"Good night, love."

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I know this chapter was short and lame. And I took too long to update. But I was having a huge writer's block. Anyways, the next chapter will be a hell of a roller coaster so I suggest you keep up :(