I Wouldn't Love You Enough // Harry Styles ✓ [wattys 2020]

31. Unspoken

I had been called back by Dr. Steve. The little girl had also been carried away by Dr. Marie. I didnt even ask her name. Dr. Steve had told me that Anna was sleeping for a while after she took her glucose tablets. She had been feeling weak so she needed a bit of rest. I asked her if she was okay and Dr. Steve made a face that made me believe that she wasnt.

I had entered the room and sat besides Anna while she slept soundly. She would suddenly scrunch up her eyebrows and her lips would part. I had noticed that before. She does that everytime she is in deep sleep.

"Harry," Dr. Steve entered the room again.

"Doctor," I greeted him.

"I am going to want some private time to discuss Anna's reports with her."

"Why cant I stay?"

"Um, because I need to tell um, the patient about their condition before anyone else knows." He stammers.

"Erm, okay." I furrow my eyebrows and leave the room.

I wander into the hallway, having nothing better to do. I had called my mum and Gemma a while ago, telling them about the situation. They were both at an event in America. As soon as I told them about this, they said they would book the earliest flight and come over. My mum was almost at the verge of crying. But she told me to be strong. They later texted me that it would atleast take them 10 hours to reach here and I was heartbroken.

"Hey, Lou." I called Louis, knowing he would always be here for me. I mean everyone would, but Louis and I just shared a special bond.

"Hey, Hazz." I could practically hear his smile. "How is it going? Missing us already?"

"Louis," I say and breakdown.

"Harry? What's wrong?" His tone shifts. He is now worried.

"I-I am at the hospital. With Anna. She-she," I dont complete the sentence. I dont have the courage to.

"Oh, darling." He sighs. "Do you want me to come over?"

"Y-yes." I say through my hiccups.

"Do you want all the guys to come over too?"

"Yeah. Tell them to bring their girls too. I just want Anna to be happy before..." I silence myself again.

I honestly have no idea how I am going to live after all of this. My life was just like a zombie's before I met her. Just the first meeting, she had pulled me in.

Love is always complicated. Love never has a set definition; it isnt defined well or felt easily. And when you feel it thats why its so intense, because it wasnt easy. I have that. I have real love, love that I thought would last me for year if I was being truthful.

My life would be just as miserable as all these people in the hospital right now. Lonely, sad, depressed. This wasnt easy. It never will be, for anyone.

"Harry?" I heard Louis's voice.

I turned my head towards the sound. There they were: my savior team. All of them looked worried. They all gave me a bear hug which made me want to cry more.

Just then I heard Dr. Steve come out of Anna's room. He looked a little worried too, which scared me.

"Anna wants to see you." He simlly stated.

I nodded and slowly entered the room. Anna was lying on her back on the bed. She rurned her head towards the door when I entered and smiled faintly.

"Why are you crying?" She asked with a smile.

"What do you mean? Seeing you like this doesnt make me want to laugh." I frown.