I Wouldn't Love You Enough // Harry Styles ✓ [wattys 2020]

22. Lie to me

"W-what do you mean?"

"I dont know who you are!" She says and stuffs more clothes into her bag.

I hear the door bell and turn around to see Dr. Lutz coming in. I grab my boxers and sweatpants and put them on before running towards him.

"Harry," He says before I speak a word. "She has a memory loss. She came to the hospital today and I was doing some tests and suddenly she fainted. After that I had to give her several doses of glucose to wake her up. When she did she had forgotten everything. Seems like she is back to the time she just moved to London. 2 years ago."

Tears well up my eyes. My hands start shaking. No way is this happening. She cannot forget me.

I run back to Anna who is now zipping the bags up. She is so calm and collected as if nothing happened. She doesnt know who I am.

"Anna," I say while kneeling besides her and holding her waist. "Anna, dont you remember me? I am your husband Anna. We married just a month ago."

"I know who you are. You are Harry Styles and I dont know what I am doing in a singer's house!" She exclaims and looks at me.

For a moment- just a split second- I see something flashing in her eyes. Even if it was just for a moment, I saw it. I saw Anna. She turns back and grabs the bag and slings it onto her shoulder.

"Anna!" I cry and hug her legs tighter and stop her from moving any further. "Anna please dont leave me like this! I love you Anna. Please."

"I dont understand what's going on. Dr. Lutz please help me out here." She cries while trying to break free from my deadly grip.

"Harry," Dr. Lutz says softly while entering the room. "You have to let her go."

"No!" I scream while tears blur my vision. "She cant leave!"

Anna pushes my hands off her waist and breaks free from my grip and running away. She grips her bag tighter before mumbling to Dr. Lutz something about taking her home.

"Anna!" I shout while gripping my hair tight.

She turns to look at me. She looks lost. She doesnt know where she belongs. The look in her eues makes me want to hug her tight and caress her hair for the whole night.

But I know I can't.

A horn is heard and Anna looks at me one time before turning away and walking towards the front door. She turns to face me but doesnt look at me in the eye.

"It was good meeting you Mr. Styles." She says and leaves.

Dr. Steve's car crunches the pebbles underneath the tyres before pulling out of the driveway. I just stay there standing like a complete idiot, tears breaming my eyes as I try to settle in everything that has happened in the past 20 minutes. I grab my keys and I know just where I am leaving to.

***

"So, she didnt recognise you at all?" Niall said while stuffing his mouth with another cupcake.

I came her about an hour ago. I saw that Niall was hanging out with Hailee. The both welcomed me sweetly. Hailee questioned me about Anna and thats the moment I started crying again. I didnt want to be weak. I wanted to be the strong guy who would go back to her and convince her into believing her past. Staying with her and explaining our relationship and how much it meant to us. I wanted to make her remember everything. I would do anything possible just to feel her love again. But I just couldn't bring myself to. Niall asked Hailee to excuse us for a little while. He tried feeding me some cupcakes but I refused.

"Yes." I simply answer.

"This is some fucked up shit mate." He says after gulping down. "I feel you."

"No, you dont." I snap at him unintentionally. "What do I do, Niall?"

"Well, you better stop snapping at me. I am just trying to provide some comfort."

"I am sorry." I say and rub my eyes.

"You gotta confront her. Thats all you can do."

"I cant stand her rejecting me again. It is like breaking my heart all over again. I hope she lied to me when she said she doesnt know me."

"But I dont think you can do anything else."

"Have you ever been in love?" I ask suddenly.

"No. Why?"

"Love is an amazing feeling. Its when you dont want to live for yourself but for the person you love. Love is sacrificing you own stuff for the happiness of someone else. Love drives you wild."

"You have to go Harry. You have to talk to Anna."

"Yes. I love her beyond limits."

☆Anna's POV☆

"Thank you so much, Dr. Steve." I sigh

"I dont know why I am doing this."

"And I need you to keep doing it."

He just sighs and parks the cark in the parking lot of Aura's apartment. I say thank you Dr. Steve again as I get out of the car and grab the bag full of my stuff and walk to the apartment. I knock on the door and wait for Aura to open the door.

"Hi Ann-" She suddenly drops her gaze to the bag on my shoulder and her eyebrows furrow and her nose flares. "What did you do? Why did you bring all your stuff her from Harry's?"

"Aura, I dont know who he is." I say sternly.

"Anna, that's fucking stupid."

"Its not!" I scream.

"You have to go back to him. Anna, darling, he loves you so much."

"Aura, I dont fucking know who he is. Do you understand?" I say through gritted teeth.

"You cant do this! What did you say to him?"

"I told him that I dont know who he is!" I shout.

"Are you crazy?! You have to go back to him and tell him the truth!"

"Aura," I say calmly. "This is the truth. I dont know him. Now let me in."

"I am not going to agree to what you say even if you say it hundred more times."

"Aura, just let me in." I inhale deeply. Will this girl ever understand? Why is she behaving so strangely? I thought at least someone would listen to me.

"I am not taking you in here until you go back to Harry and have peace with him!" She screams in my face.

"Why is everything always about Harry?" I scream back in her face and start walking away from the apartment.

I look at the black car which was in the parking lot for a few seconds. I start walking away. I walk and walk aimlessly until I am somewhere far away. I look down at my phone to notice its 6 in the evening. I walk a little more and I reach a supermarket. My stomach growls with hunger and I enter the super market. I slide my hand into my pockets and find a few dollars. I grab some banana chips and chocolates and put them in the small cart. I spot some potato chips and make my way towards them. They are a few so I run towards them only to collapse with a strong body. I suddenly fall down with the loss of energy in my body. Its been a long day and my mind is not stable.

I am look up to curse at the person who is merrily standing. But my voice freezes and my breathe comes out in ragged breathes as I stare at the all too familiar face. My eyes begin to water and my legs begin to shake. All I can hear is my heart pumping in a rapid pace. I muster up all the courage and open my mouth and my voice comes out too small.

"Luke?"

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I'd been in a huge writer's block for a long time. Like almost a month. But now I have the whole stiry figured out and I know that you wont be sad when this story ends ;) I love you.

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