I Wouldn't Love You Enough // Harry Styles ✓ [wattys 2020]

18. I still love you

In a sudden action I sit up on the bed. My vision is still a blur. I spread my hand on the bed to reach Anna but she isnt here. My eyes widen when I finally realise that the wails and sobs are coming from Anna. I get off the bed quickly and pull my boxers on before rushing into the bathroom from where all the crying noises are coming.

I see Anna sitting on the edge of the bathtub adorned in my black t-shirt I wore yesterday. I am about to smile when I look up at the reason she was crying. My eyes widen as I take in the site infront of me. A frown takes over my lips and tears threathen to spill.

I step in the bathroom when the hair lying on the floor tickle my skin. Anna lifts up her gaze to look at me through her barely left brown hair on her head. I look back down on the floor to see most of her brown locks lying helplessly. They are spread all over the floor. I move my gaze back to Anna as her bloodshot eyes look at me.

A lump grows in my throat as I realise I have been staring at the hair she lost for too long. I make my way towards her and sit besides her bringing her in for an embrace. A throaty cough escapes her lips and she refuses. I silently rub her arm being at a loss of words. We stay silent for long until she decides to speak.

"Am I going to die?" My eyes fill again as the lump grows thicker.

"No honey." I say and bring her head and rest in on my chest. Her cries get muffled into my chest as she cries and cries.

"You dont love me now, do you?" She says hiccuping after. I bring her to face me as her red eyes stare into mine intently.

"What the fuck are you talking? I still love you. Anna, I wont ever stop loving you. I love you for who you are by heart." Her cries grow louder as she grips my shoulder.

"I dont deserve you." She says.

"I dont deserve you, precious little thing." I say and earn a light chuckle from her. I stand up. "Lets get you out of here."

"W-what about my h-hair?"

"We'll have it look better than it ever was. Alright?" She looks at me, lower lip trembling. "You are gonna look beautiful with short hair. My cute little wifey."

I bend down to wipe away her tears off her pink flushed cheeks. She makes an effort on smiling but fails miserably. I bring her in for another embrace and she gives in this time. She wraps her thin arms around my body and places her head on my shoulder. I grab her thighs and wrap her legs around my waist and lightly pick up her up from the mess.

I land her down on the bed as I search for something for her to wear. I grab a black jumpsuit from her closet and return to her. She fidgets with her fingers before looking up at me. I plant a huge kiss on her forehead and start pulling my shirt off her body. She grabs my hand and stops me. I see her cheeks getting crimson red.

"Oh goodness Anna. You are blushing. We have had sex 318 times including just yesterday!"

She gasps. "You count?!"

I squeeze my eyes shut and mentally face palm myself.

"Harry?"

"Well, I dont have any excuses so yes." I say while scratching the back of my neck. She chuckles and I smile at the effort I made to make her laugh. I reach for the hem of the shirt to pull it off of her. She gives in this time. As the shiry leaves her body I take in a sharp breath. She's nkt wearing anything else.

"I warned you."

"Well, get ready quickly." I say exiting the room while I hear her laugh.

"We did it 318 times Harry." She says and laughs heartily. I shake my head at her and exit the room.