Breaking Slowly // h.s. au

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Fifteen

*Harry*

Songs-

Why'd You Only Call Me When Your High- Arctic Monkeys

Say it, Just Say It- The Mowgli's

Alone Together- Fall Out Boy

Just One Yesterday- Fall Out Boy

As soon as the bell rung I was sprinting out the door with my bag placed strategically over my full hard on that I had managed to muster up during my thinking about Elsie. That's all it takes- thinking about her.

She really is amazing and she doesn't even know it.

I frantically look around for her brown locks but she's nowhere I can see. Ugh.

I push through the double doors to the parking lot and all I can see is a mass of people I despise hiding the ones I tolerate. Fuck where is she?

Out of the corner of my eye I see her. Her brown hair bobs as she walks with Violet leading her harshly through the crowd of over two hundred students just in this one place.

Just as I'm about to run after her claws are digging into my arms and I'm being turned around harshly.

"Hey babe." Jane coos from just in front of me. She tries to push her chest out more but it just makes her looked like an out of proportion Barbie.

"Hey." I say trying to seem normal.

"So you ready to come over to my house?" She says licking her lips. Her sharp little tongue makes me shudder as I recall some- memories. That sharp little tongue fucking hurts.

"I actually can't." I say shaking my head.

"What?" She snorts pressing up against me more, "I know you want to." She nearly hisses.

"I don't- really it's not gonna happen." I try to push past her because honestly I'm done with this conversation.

"You know that not true Harry." She pulls me down to her level by the neck line of my shirt. She's scrawny and probably anorexic but she's strong and her nails pinch painfully.

"Jane." I remove her hands from my shirt, "I'm not gonna fuck you- so go find someone else." I say a little louder. Just to add a little cut to my statement.

Her nostrils are flared and her chest is heaving as she pushes me by my shoulder and stalks towards me as I step back from the flaming girl. Not hot- but fire- like hell fire.

"You should- I'm a better fuck then you're ever gonna get." She snorts but I can tell behind her callous approach to my rejection is just a front. She's hurt. I was always there for her when she needed a good fuck to calm her frustration. I'm not proud of it but it was just something to get my mind off of life and my mistakes.

"Yeah right." I scoff, "At this point fucking you is like fucking a trash bag."

Her teeth grit and she hisses at me frustrated.

"Harry." She plasters on a fake smile, "I know you want to fuck me." She gets closer to me and brings her poison lips to my ear, "I know you want my legs wrapped around your neck as you fuck me." She giggles hideously, "I know you want-."

I grab her wrist and pull her from my side so she is in front of me.

"Look Jane." I clear my throat, "We're done."