Cold

Survivor

I picked my clothes from the floor,quickly put them on and headed for the cafeteria.

I was not stupid.I knew from now on Eric wouldn't leave me alone but as long as I could I would bite back.

I sat down beside Tris and started eating.

"Everything okay?Eric kind of scares me." Tris mattered to me.
I nodded "Eric is sick.Probably that's why he was put in leadership position in this hole." I spat.

Everyone turned to look at me.
"Adelane,I would advise you to just don't be in his way.Especially since Four is your brother he will try extra hard to make your life hell."
I frowned at Tris.How did she know I was Tobias sister.

She must have understood my confusion and she coughed uncomfortably.
"Do you like my brother?" I said not being able to keep the smile from my lips.

Her eyes popped.
"No!" she protested "We were just talking that's all."

"Tris,it's okay I would be more than happy to see my brother with you."

She gave me a small smile and continued eating.

I was quite surprised when Eric didn't show up to the cafeteria to drag me back.
Not wanting to test my luck I was the first to leave and head back to the dorms.
I threw my remaining food and walked out.

As I was about to turn to reach the corridors a hand grabbed me and pushed me to the wall.
I saw Eric's face in the small light.

"You must learn to follow orders." he hissed.

"I do.When it comes to actual orders and it's not anything sexual."

Eric chuckled and tightened his grib.
I fought the urge to wince or show any pain.
Eric's eyes looked at me intensely trying to see something i couldn't understand.

"Tell me Adelane,why do you refuse to let me touch you when you so clearly enjoy it?"He purred seductively.

"Because I am aware of your reputation and I know if I let you do these things I will end up wanting more,more than just sex."I was surprised by my raw honesty.
"And I can't let myself hung on a man like you that I know will never want anything more from me." I finished.

"Why someone like you would want to risk his position to have sex with a little initiate?"It was an honest question.

"Because I decided I want you and I will have you.Women don't tend to say no to me."He said.

I raised an eyebrow.Surely Eric was attractive and I could guess he was good in bed but I couldn't be the only one disgusted by his abusive ways.

"Well I do have a reputation of making women feel good."
Eric leaned in my ear and bit down my lobe.
I didn't flinch.I had prepared myself all those years to not react to these things..

"So no woman was ever disgusted by your ways." I spat.

Eric raised his pierced eyebrow.He really couldn't understand.

I rolled my eyes.
"I mean your abusive ways Eric."

Eric tilted his head like a small child.
"What does this have to do with sex?I have been like that my whole life."

I let a small laugh and pushed him away.
"I've already told you I am not interested Eric."

I tried to leave but he grabbed my hand.
"Are you afraid you'll fall in love with me or are you afraid of me Adelane?"

I stayed glued to the ground.His touch reminded me Tori's words.Eric would kill me the moment he found out I was Divergent and if i do fall for him I know he would find out sooner or later.

"I am not afraid of you Eric." I whispered not daring to turn and look at him as a let a tear roll down my cheek.

"I am afraid of your ways.I know I'll end up hurting one way or another."or you'll end up killing me.

Eric let my hand go finally and I practically run inside the dorm.
I teared my clothes and hopped in the shower, finally letting the tears come.