Cold

Waking up

When I woke Eric was gone.
Judging by the covers he had gone a long time ago.
I tried to get up but found cuffs on either hands pinning me to the ground.
That moment the door opened.

Eric and Jeanine walked in along with some other soldiers.
"I see you are awake." Jeanine said in a casual tone.

I had just lost my child and she talked me like nothing had happened.
"Where is she?" I asked.

Jeanine lifted one eyebrow
"Where is whom?"

"She means Jose." Eric said not taking his eyes off me.
Something had changed in Eric.I knew him well enough by now.
"She is being seen by a psychiatrist."Eric stated avoiding to look at me.

"She is not crazy she is a bitch." I started to lose my temper "she needs to be put in a fucking cage."

Jeanine shook her head and smiled.
"Now is that a way to talk.You can at least think you will be over with the tests soon.Although it has taken a different take."

I didn't answer..

"We've run a few tests on Eric while you were unconscious." she walked closer to the bed and sat on the side.
"You see Eric here is the exact opposite of you.He is the perfect male.Not even a hint of Divergence in him,we've actually noticed he is the only one,even I have a small percentage of another faction in me but Eric.He is pure Dauntless."

Eric didn't seem to look proud of the statement which made me think he did not like Jeanine's plan all that much.

"We thought maybe if we could "put" a little bit of him in you We could change you.Your baby would actually be a perfect example of that."

I couldn't really believe what i was hearing.
"You are crazy." I whispered.

Eric was so silent it unnerved me.
It scared me.

Jeanine smiled and nodded to the soldiers.
"We are done here." she said.

They slowly walked out then Eric and lastly Jeanine but not before she gave me the most sinister look.

The door closed and I was left chained like a dog.
I tried to sleep but sleep never came and I only managed to make myself more tired.
The handcuffs didn't help.

I looked outside and saw that it was dark.I hadn't realized how fast the hours had past.
If only i could find my brother and Tris.We needed to leave this place.

Just then the door opened.
I expected to see a doctor or Jeanine but it was Eric.
He looked really worned out.
He brought a finger to his lips to prevent me from speaking and slowly closed the door.

He started taking his clothes off and I panicked.I couldn't understand why he would want this from me right now.
I started moving trying to get as far away from him as possible.
He took his last clothing off and climbed on the bed.

He buried his head in the crook of my neck and with his hand he slipped my pants and my underwear.
"Eric please." I whispered.

I waited to feel him slam inside me but he didn't.
"Shh there are cameras in the room." he said.
"Go along."

He started thrusting without entering me.

He moved his lips to my ear.
"We need to leave this place.I have a piece of paper on your left. I'll leave it beside your underwear nobody must suspect us.Read my instructions and you'll know what to do."
I groaned to show him that I understood and he did too loudly.
He stayed still for a while,kissed me on the forehead and got up.
He put my underwear closer to me so I could put it back on even with the handcuffs.
He quickly got dressed and left.

I put my underwear on and gasped the piece of paper on my hand.

I was ready to leave this hell.