IMAGINES ft. BeaDdie [EDITING]

Tudududun

Cont. of I'm Sorry

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I sent the letter to Bea through e-mail. I know, mali yun. Kasi dapat i-confront ko sya. Dapat pag usapan namin 'to ng personal, but I'm scared. Takot ako na makita syang masaktan, tho I know na masasaktan naman talaga sya.

I fell out because I think I am in love with someone else na. I am in love with a new person named Zoe. Mahal ko na sya. Yan ang alam ko. And I have to sacrifice my almost 4-year relationship with Bea para maging official and legal na kami ni Zoe.

As I contemplate with my life, my phone beeped. Someone texted.

From: Bei

Hey, you're joking, right? Nice one, babe. You got me there.

I am not joking. I really am serious.

To: Bei

I am not joking, Bei. I am hella serious. I am breaking up with you. I am sorry.

I typed and sent it to her.

From: Bei

Nope. Let's talk about this. I'll wait for you sa Starbucks. I'll be there in 5 minutes. Please. Mag usap tayo.

I can't. May date kami ni Zoe.

To: Bei

I am sorry but I can't. I have some important things to do. Just accept it, Bei. We're over.

I sent the text. I know, Bea doesn't deserve that kind of treatment but I can't be with her. I don't love her anymore.

My phone beeped continuously. I know, Bea's texting me for sure. But I need to prepare. I have a date later.

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Sinundo ako ni Zoe. We're heading somewhere for our date as an official couple.

"So, everything's settled na ba?" Zoe asked.

"Yeah. We're finally free. Hindi na kita kabit lang." I smiled as I rest my head on her shoulder.

I know, Bea's damn worried about me kasi kanina pa vibrate ng vibrate ang phone ko. Malamang, puro missed calls and messages from her, so I decided na wag na lang pansinin ang pangungulit nya. Sooner or later, she'll accept everything din naman.

Zoe and I celebrated for the liberty we have. Finally, malayang malaya na kami.

We danced, we drank, we kissed, we cuddled and we fucked. (A/N: Ayokong gamitin yung we made love. Para lang yun sa kanila ni babba. 😅✌)

We got all the time in the world!

"Thank you for the satisfaction." Zoe smirked.

"It's nothing. I love what we're doing din naman." I answered.

And so, we fucked again. We fucked for how many times like there's no tomorrow. Masaya kami sa kalayaang meron kami ngayon.

And due to exhaustion, nakatulog kami. I am resting my head on Zoe's chest.

As I comfortably lay on Zoe's top, my phone buzzed. Tuloy tuloy. And it made me wake up.

"Just answer it." Zoe said.

So, I did.

Tita Det calling...

It's Bea's mom.

"Hello, Maddie? Hija?" Tita said.

"Yes, tita?"

"Maddie, anak, wala na si Bea."

Just when I heard those words, I felt numb. Wala na akong ibang narinig. Wala na akong ibang naramdaman. The next thing I knew, nagmamadali akong umuwi, leaving Zoe.

Habang nasa biyahe ako, I decided to open the texts I got from Bea.

From: Bea

Hey, nasa Starbucks na 'ko. Where are you?

Babe, I'd wait for you here.

Where are you, babe? It's dark na outside.

Babe, di ka ba talaga pupunta?

Hmmm. Mukhang di ka nga magpapakita.

Punta na lang ako sa house nyo. Okay lang?

Babe, okay lang ba?

I'm on my way. Wait for me there, princess. 😘

Traffic sucks. Mukhang late na 'ko makakarating.

I love you. Always remember that, okay?

And that was the last text I received from her.

Hindi ko namalayan na nasa tapat na pala ako ng bahay namin.

I saw my mom, tita Det, tito Elmer and some policemen.

I went to them and tita Det embraced me immediately.

I want to ask them what happened but I can't say any word.

"She was hit by a car habang patawid sya. Dun sya nagpark sa kabilang kalsada to surprise you sa pagdating nya. But when she was about to cross, a car hit her. The driver surrendered. Maddie, Bea's gone." Tita Det stated.

Masakit.. Sobrang sakit.

"Ma'am there's something inside the victim's car. It's for someone named Maddie po." the police interrupted.

They accompanied me walking to Bea's car.

And there I saw.

I saw balloons, a bouquet of flowers, and stuffed toy.

May letter na nakadikit sa stuffed toy. The first name I read was mine. It's my name.

Dearest Maddie,

Surprise! Haha. I know you're just joking about that 'break up' thing. Nice try, babe!

HAPPY 4th ANNIVERSARY!

And there! Dun na bumigay ang tuhod ko. My tears are flowing continuously.

I was damn preoccupied by thought of me being in love with Zoe that I forgot na anniversary pala namin ni Bea.

Akala ko hindi ko na mahal si Bea, pero ba't parang ang sakit ngayong tuluyan na syang nawala? Ba't parang ikamamatay ko? Ba't parang may nawala sa sarili ko ngayong wala na sya?

I thought I was in love with someone else, but the truth is I am always in love with Bea. Nabulag ako sa idea na malaya ako 'pag si Zoe ang kasama ko. I never knew that Bea is all I need.

BUT IT'S TOO LATE..

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This is inspired by the confession I read in Facebook. 😅

Pasensya na sa title, wala akong maisip. Hahahaha.

Peace out!