Love Again

Chapter 2

  I barley remember anything after Ed got us drinks last night. I woke up with a pounding headache and in an unfamiliar room on an unfamiliar bed. but I saw Ed sleeping on the floor.

"Ed.." I called for him but he was dead asleep.

  So I flicked his nose and he shot up and saw me and gave me a cheeky smile. "Did you get me drunk sheeran?" he smirked at me "Not at first..." "You asshole! you're such a jerk." I'm trying to make him think I'm pissed off about it and now he has a regretful look in his eyes.

   "I'm sorry..." he whispered "Ed it's okay it's not like I haven't got drunk with Shawna and Harry before." he just nodded his head and walked out of his bedroom.

  I think? I don't know if this is his flat but know that I think about it, it looks familiar, I'm sure I've been here with Shawna and Harry. I walked out of the room to find him and he was standing in the kitchen with his hands on the counter and his head looking down to the floor.

  "Ed are you alright?" he just looked over at me and said "Shawna said....she said you're fragile I just...don't wanna say the wrong thing to make you upset." I nodded my head "You said some things last night about... some guy?"

  Oh no. no no no no no. He absolutely can not know about Ethan he fucking can't. He'll just feel bad for me and think I'm an emotional girl who needs help or something. "Did someone hurt you?" I shook my head no, I have to get out of here. "I have to go."

  I rushed out of his flat and rushed to Luke and Ashton's. When Shawna met Harry he introduced me to 5 Seconds Of Summer and I got really close to Luke with the past two years I did with Michael too but we just play video games which I suck at but Luke is probably the best guy friend you could ever ask for he's helped me better than anyone when all of this first happened but we have no feelings towards each other whatsoever. we're just friends.

  I got to Luke and Ashton's flat and knocked on their door, I saw Luke's car but not Ashton's

  "Come on, open the door" I muttered. The door opened and a very tired looking Luke appeared. "Hey...you're crying whats the matter? come here." and he opened his arms to hug me and I crashed into him and started crying much worse.

  "Come here let's sit on the couch..." I walked into his flat and sat on his couch and he asked me what was wrong and what happened. So I told him. How Ed bought us drinks last night and how I ended up being drunk and ended up in his bed and him on the floor and how I guess I said things about Ethan to him last night and how he asked if he hurt me.

  "You know...if you're going to be friends with him, eventually you'll have to tell him about it and soon too cause it could turn into a mess if you don't." I nodded my head then I saw Niall walk out of Ashton's room he must of crashed here last night seeing as Ashton isn't here.

"Hey Courtnie what's up? wait...were you crying?" of course Niall would notice that. I talked to Niall every now and again when he was here at Luke's cause he's like best friends with the band "Yeah but I'm okay." he didn't know about him. About how everything happened. Only Luke, Shawna and Harry knew.

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  Luke ended up having to go to the studio with the rest of the boys and I couldn't risk Ed trying to find me and having to tell him so I stayed at Luke's and took a nap in his bed. But my phone went off it was Shawna

"Aren't you supposed to be on your honeymoon?" she laughed "Yes but uh...I have a concerned Ed talking to Harry on the phone and he's worried about you." I sighed heavily "I guess I had said something last night and he asked if he hurt me I couldn't tell him so I ran off to Luke's. I'm fine."

 

  It was silent for a while. "You have to tell him eventually if you're going to be friends you can't do this to him." "Okay I'll do it eventually I just...I can't right now it's too soon. he can't know." we talked a little longed then she hung up. she gave me Ed's number so I decided to text him.

Me: Hey. it's courtnie. I'm okay. don't worry about me.

Edward: okay. uhm..would you maybe want to...ugh never mind.

Me: no tell me.

Edward: come to the studio with me?

  I thought about this for a while and decided to go I left Luke a note told him I talked to Ed and I'm going to hang out with him in the studio.

"I don't love you baby, I don't need you baby, I don't want you no anymore" He was singing when I got into the room he was in, he was writing "that's a good tune." I told him, he turned around and looked at me and smiled.

"Thanks. here have a seat." he was wearing some glasses while he was writing. God he was so attractive. "You look good in glasses." I couldn't stop myself before I said it. I never meant to say it out loud. I blushed so bad and he noticed and cupped my cheek.

"You're cute." he said and took his hand away. cute? I'm cute? I just laughed nervously. "Well you're cute with glasses too." but I have to wear them you don't. "Haha thanks..but I have to wear them I'm literally blind without them." he smiled genuinely at me "Can I play something for you?" fuck yes. I nodded my head yes.

"Met this girl late last year she said don't you worry if I disappear I told her I'm not really looking for another mistake I called an old friend thinking that the trouble would wait....."

  

A/N: so I made an IG page for the book seeing as I can't figure out how to put pictures on the side it's @edsheeran_fanfic hope this was a good filler chapter. vote Please!