Love Again

Chapter 28

I jolted up on the couch waking up and to say I was confused was an understatement. I looked around and I was in Shawna and Harry's old flat or was it their old flat? It still had all their furniture and stuff there so I was confused. Shawna walks in babyless and that made me even more confused.

"Where's the baby?" I asked her and she looked at me confused.

"What are you on about?"

"You and Harry had a baby like...a month ago."

"No we didn't...we're getting married tomorrow Courtnie."

What?

Wait was me falling in love with Ed just a dream? Everything that happened with Ethan, me killing him and him trying to break us up? Me not being able to get pregnant and most of all us falling in love. I feel a tear coming down my face and realize I'm crying. I lost Ed but then again not really it's was all just a fucking dream.

I need to find him.

"How...how long have I been asleep?"

"Uh...about 12ish hours maybe. You had a rough night after the bachlorette party." I nodded my head. This is my chance. I can make us fall in love again. I'll make sure to make him fall in love with me again.

"Is Ed still Harry's best man?" I asked her and she nodded her head yes.

"Yeah, why wouldn't he be?" I shrugged my shoulders at her I don't think she'd understand everything if I even told her. I wanna tell her I really do but I don't know if she'd even believe me.

"Well...I have to walk down the aisle with him. I don't know really, I was just double checking I guess?" I said rambling. Now she's really going to know something is up.

"You like him don't you?" She asked. My eyes bulged out of my head.

"Hahaha...no. Not at all I mean...yes, I do."

"This is really good. You haven't been with anyone but Ethan and you know how bad your break up was and for you to find someone new is a good thing. I think he likes you too. He asks about you all the time." She told me and winked at me.

"We should defiantly make you look super hot so he can't take his eyes off you especially since you're walking down the aisle together."

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I've seen Ed and he looks so good today but I don't have the nerve to talk to him but every time I look at him I catch him staring at me. I need to make him fall in love with me again but I don't know how I'm supposed to do that. I look back over at him and he's with another girl I've never seen before but then again before now I've never really paid any attention to him but he probably has paid attention to me seeing as Shawna says he asks about me all the time.

The girl he's with intertwined their hands together and I suddenly felt this jealously rage inside of me and just walked away. If I have to make him fall in love with me again it's going to be hard with her in the way, especially if they're together. I don't even want to walk down the aisle with him anymore.

I started walking towards the dressing room that all the girls are in helping Shawna get ready. Shawna looked up at me and asked if I was okay and I shook my head no and started crying. I needed to tell her, but I don't know how with everyone in the room.

"I need to tell you something." I breathed.

She looked confused and she's going to think I'm absolutely crazy.

"I had a dream..." And I continued to tell her how I fell in love with Ed and all these incidents happened with Ethan and how he didn't want us being together and how we couldn't get pregnant and her and Harry got pregnant and married and then after we so called 'killed' Ethan we got pregnant.