Love Again

Chapter 54

a/n second to last chapter ): double update! tomorrow i'll be doing the same and posting the last chapter and the epilogue and then deleting all the authors notes i've made in the past and i'll start editing the shit out of this book. my main focus will be on shawna and harry's book 'dreams come true' and my luke hemmings book 'undeniable' and i will frequently update my ashton irwin book called 'simple as this' if you didn't know i deleted the mailey book and plan on writing a actual book about them but it won't be in the series at all. 

Year 3 

We've had a busy year after Anna's second birthday. Ed was there every second for everything, I think it really affected him that Anna was that upset about him being gone all the time. I had taken Anna shopping for new clothes since she'd be starting preschool this year or nursery school as they call it here in England. 

She had worn me out a bit so Ed was tucking her into bed tonight while I laid on the couch watching friends but I heard them talking so I went near the door to listen in.

"My fwiends mommy is gone daddy, she said she weft her and her daddy. Is mommy going to weve?" She asked him.

"No. No, no me and your mum love each other very very much. She wouldn't leave you I promise."

"How did you and mommy meet?" She asked. Oh god what a a story.

"Well, we met at Aunt Shawna and Uncle Harry's wedding, well technically we met before that but she was stubborn and wouldn't talk to me until the wedding."

"Why?" 

"Cause your mummy is a very stubborn woman." He told her, and smiled cause he's right.

"Well what happened after that?" She asked.

"Well we kinda just hung out like friends and I kissed her one day and told her I loved her and...and then we got married and then we had you."

What an ass. He's totally leaving out every detail he possibly could to tell her how we met and our relationship.

I suddenly felt the urge like I was going to throw up so I ran into mine and Ed's room and ran into our shared bathroom and ran to the toilet and started throwing up.

I suddenly felt hands rubbing up and down on my back and Ed moving my hair so vomit doesn't get into it. I started throwing up even more and he soothed me and hummed telling me it was okay and kissed my neck sweetly.

I finally stopped throwing up and he gave me some toilet paper so I could wipe off my mouth.

"You okay baby?" He asked and I shook my head no.

"My throat hurts now." I said. He gave me a sad smile and came toward me and picked me up bridal style and walked me to our bed.

"Is Anna asleep?" I asked him and he nodded his head yes. 

"Ed..." I whispered.

"Hm?" He hummed. 

"I think...I think I'm pregnant again." I told him and he looked down at me with a confused look.

"When you get up in the morning, after you leave I will normally feel sick and go in the bathroom and throw up, I just never told you cause I felt fine afterwards."

"Have you taken a test?" He asked and I shook my head no.

"You want me to go get you one from the pharmacy babe?" He asked and I nodded my head yes.

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Ed did end up getting me the test but I fell asleep and he wanted me to take it while he was at work so I had Shawna come over and she brought Zakkary and Harry with her. Harry stayed out in the living room and played with the kids while Shawna came in to help me out some.

I had went into the bathroom and she waited outside in mine and Ed's room for me. I came out and set the test in the bathroom. She said to wait for like six minutes before we look.

I've been pacing around the room for at least five minutes. "How many more minutes?" I asked her.

"About like 30 seconds."

"Okay like 30 seconds." I mumbled to myself.

Nick came walking in through the door. "What are you doing here?" I asked.

"Figured you could use another friend, Shawna texted me." He explained and I nodded my head.

Shawna looked on her watched again. "It's time." She said.

I went over to the counter to look at it. "I-I can't look at someone look at it for me." I said and Shawna picked it up and looked at it. 

"It's negative." She said.

"What?" I said surprised I was so sure we were going to have another baby. I felt like I was in heartbreak, I was going to cry again.

"It's negative." She said again.

"Oh...Oh, well there you go...that's uh that's just awesome news cause you know we, we don't...I mean this is just so...the way it should be." I said.

"That great..." Nick said not sure if he should be happy about it or sad cause honestly I'm not sure what I should be either.

I started crying a little and Shawna handed me a tissue. "Thanks, god I'm so stupid, why should I be so upset over something I never had? I mean- it's negative?" I asked Shawna again.

"No, it's positive." She said.

I put my hand over my mouth in shock.

"What?" I asked. Nick was just looking between the both of us not sure what to say or do.

"It's not negative it's positive." She said.

"Oh..oh my god are you sure?" I asked.

"Yeah, I lied before." She said and handed me the test.

"Oh."

"Yeah, see now you really know how you feel about it." She said.

"Oh...oh that's a risky little game."

"Are you ready to do this again?" Nick asked.

"Yeah, yeah...yeah I'm going to have another baby. I'm going to have another baby!" I said and they all gathered around me and hugged me.

a/n yeah so basically that whole thing was from friends and i did that cause shawna would totally do that to me in real life like she's a real life pheobe from friends no lie and i was shaking the whole time i wrote this so sorry if there's typos i didn't edit any of this.