Love Again

Chapter 30

wow. 30 chapters. yeeeeeeeee. listening to the 5sos album whist writing this <3 is anyone reading this a 5sos fan and going to derp con in november? btw listen to everything i didn't say and beside you by 5sos cause i feel as if it goes good with the chapter.

Ed's POV

Why did she run away? I was simply going to explain to her that no, I wasn't in love with her but I was hopelessly falling in love with her. Everything she does is perfect. Her smile, her laugh, the way she crinkles her nose when she concentrates hard on something and how she's always so caring about people especially the ones she loves. Now I know I didn't really know her personally and it might sound creepy but I always used to watch her from a distance when we'd meet up with Harry and Shawna.

I've got to find her but I don't know where she'd be. But before I could even think to where she might be Shawna stomped up to me and she looked pretty angry, but then again what bride isn't when something doesn't go right on their wedding day...did something actually go wrong? Fucking probably knowing her and Harry.

"What did you do to my best friend you asshole!? She ran off crying somewhere and it's obviously because of you! she's been crying at my wedding because of your dumb ass practically all day, you need to go find her and tell her you're fucking sorry because I need her at my wedding and it's your fucking fault she left!"

Woah.

"Where would she go, I know a lot about her without knowing her but I don't know where she would go Shawna. Do you know where she would go?"

The anger from her face vanished and it looked like she was thinking of places she would go. "There's this place in the woods she found she always goes to think. It's near this elementary school on the outside of London. There's a bridge over a creek, I'm positive that's where she'll be." I nodded my head and ran out of the church and hailed a taxi.

"Where to?"

Well it'd help knowing exactly where this elementary school was. "Uhh...first elementary school we see on the outside of the city please."

"Funny just drove a little lady somewhere out there, say you don't happen to be in that wedding with that girl too?"

I laughed lightly. "Yeah...we walked down the aisle together for our best friends and lets just say I did something really fucking stupid and I need to apologize before the bride murders me."

He didn't say anything after that and just drove me to the place she'd be at.

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I was walking through the woods through this path that I assumed took me to this bridge. Twigs kept snapping and hitting me in the face and I thought I was pretty close because I thought I heard faint crying. A long wooden bridge came into view and to say the view was amazing was an understatement cause god was it gorgeous. Just like her. 

I didn't know how to get her attention and it seemed kind of creepy because I was standing right before the bridge just staring at her cry. I cleared my throat and she looked up and she looked shocked as to how I probably found her little hide out.

"How did you find me?" She asked hiccuping because she'd cried too much. God I wish I could just hold her. 

"Well a bride was very upset that you left and told me it was my job to come here and apologize and bring you back cause she needs you at the reception especially if you're going to give her that banging maid of honor speech you told me about the other day,"

I sighed as she just kept staring "She told me where I might find you..."

She stops staring at me and looks back down at the water. God damn it, I wish she'd just talk to me. Maybe this is what it felt like for her when she didn't want to tell people about her dream or that she was in love with me. I decided to walk on the bridge and go sit by her and talk to her. She looked over at me when I sat down. "Does anyone else besides me and Shawna know about your secret little hiding spot?" I asked her trying to make conversation.

"Yeah," She whispered so quietly. "Michael's been here with me." Michael Clifford? I didn't even know they were friends.

"Michael Clifford?" I asked her and she nodded her head yes.

"Yeah, uhm we got on really well when Harry introduced me to them when Shawna first met Harry. We're pretty much the same person if you ask me." I just nodded my head in response.

"He helped me through my break up with my ex...brought me back to who I used to be before him, made me forget who the girl I used to be because god knows I was probably just used and tampered with like everyone else he used."

I'll have to thank Michael for what he's done for her because god knows I would do the same thing for this gorgeous girl, I'm falling so in love with her and I can't help but wrap an arm around her shoulder in comfort for what she's feeling at the moment. 

"He didn't deserve you if that's all he did to you...you know made you upset and made you feel used," She looked up at me and smiled.

"I would never make you feel like that, I want you to know that." She smiled again at me and kissed my cheek. She started giggling at me probably because she saw me blushing.

"You're cute when you blush." She mimicked my British accent. 

I shoved her shoulder but not too hard in response. "You suck at British accents babe, you're better off trying to mimic Michael and his Australian accent cause that's what it sounded more like." She just pouted at me in response.

"How will you ever survive London if you can't pull off a British accent?" I asked her playfully.

She just glared at me and flicked me on the nose. "Hey...uhm I wasn't going to tell you that I wasn't going to fall in love with you by the way."

"Then what were you going to say?"

"That," I sighed thinking it over, not sure if I should tell her. "That I'm slowly falling in love with you." After I told her I just looked down at the water and this time she put her arm around me and rubbed my back and I looked back up at her and she just smiled at me.

"You don't know how good that feels to hear you say that."

"As much as I want to stay here babe, we really need to get back before your bride of a best friend murders me for not bringing you back."

She pouts at me again. "I know, c'mon I promise I'll dance with you." I winked at her and she blushed and I kissed her cheek this time.

"You're cute when you blush." I mimicked her American accent, and she pushed me like I pushed her. I stood up and put my hand down to her level so she could grab it and I could pull her up.

"C'mon my love."

A/N: omg this is so cute i'm fucking blushing. so i got a message from one of my readers yesterday saying how great she thinks my writing is and I just want to thank her again she has no idea how much that meant to me xxx she knows who she is an I'm going to dedicate this chapter to you and if it doesn't show up on the chapter when you read it then screw wattpad. bridge they were sitting on is on the side btw.