Love Again

Chapter 55

a/n last chapterrrrrrr. fuck, you guys i just wanna say thank you so much for all the reads you have no idea how much it means i have actually decided not to do the epilogue. there won't be one this is the end of everything. this is the only way i know of to end it and at some point today i will be posting the second chapter of dreams come true. 

Year 4 

Me and Ed had a baby boy about three months ago. He's the cutest little thing and Anna adores him more than ever. He was actually born on valentines day while Ed was trying to swoon me with his guitar playing and singing.

"Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love will your eyes still smile from your cheeks?" Ed sang and all the sudden I felt wetness down there.

"Ed...my water just broke." I said.

"Jesus, really kid?" He said toward my stomach

"Alright I'll grab your bag, lets go get baby number 2." 

We named him Ben Christopher Sheeran. We made Kailey and Michael the godparents of Ben and Harry and Shawna were Annabelle's godparents so we had Shawna and Harry take care of her for a little while when I went into labor.

I told Ed to call them an hour before I had the baby and they had a hard time keeping Anna away from my room, they kept explaining to her that she couldn't go in there so Harry decided to take her to the cafeteria to get her some ice cream.

I ended up having Ben at 2:30 in the morning, Anna had fallen asleep in the waiting room but Ed went out there and told everyone that was there. My mom, stepdad, Kailey, Mikey, Luke, Harry and Shawna and Luke's girlfriend Maria.

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When I was two months pregnant for Ben Kailey and Michael got engaged and so did Nick and Liam. Their weddings were a week apart, one weekend was Kailey and Michaels and the weekend after was Nick and Liam's, which theirs was in the bahama's at the Atlantis resort so I had to have my mom take Anna for me that weekend.

Kailey and Michael got married when Ben was about 1 month old. it was a nice ceremony. They really didn't have a theme they honestly were just so in love that they just wanted to get married right away so it was a simple wedding with some family and friends, the reception was actually at mine and Ed's place, he had gotten a bigger house after we found out I was pregnant again.

I had decorated it all nice and fancy and ordered them a cake, it wasn't like a normal reception though it was more like a party I guess you could say. I did end up calling in a DJ and things like, but there was lots of drinking, especially for me and Ed. I had my mom take the kids overnight to her hotel she was staying in.

After our kids left I drank lots and lots of champagne. I was Kailey's brides maid. Her best friend Elizabeth was her maid of honor but Kailey still wanted me to make a speech so I did, and I was drunk. Why is it that whenever I need to make a speech at weddings I'm drunk? 

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Nick and Liam's wedding was so romantic it was unreal. They had black and purple orchids with white lillies floating in these glass bowls at the reception tables, they had candles lights, lanterns, and bonfires around the beach. The groomsmen and woman all had gold accents to their dresses/tuxs. 

Liam wore a black tux with gold accents, Nick had wore the same as well but he had also dyed and bleached his hair to a golden color at the tips. They had buffet style meal for the dinner that was served after the ceremony. Their ceremony was beautiful, they did it right before sunset on the beach and said some classic vows but they had also written them themselves. 

Me and Shawna were standing with Nick at the ceremony while Niall and Harry stood with Liam.

We all had a great time in the Bahamas at their wedding, but me and Ed ended up staying an extra week for a little vacation without the kids, my mom didn't mind really, she loves them to death and doesn't care as long as she's in England which, I don't understand why she just doesn't move there. 

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The night me and Ed came back from the Bahamas we spent a lot of time with the kids until Ben passed out, as well as Anna. We put them to bed and went to go cuddle ourselves.

"You know...I never thought I'd have this life with you." I told him.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"Well, when Harry first introduced us I was already like infatuated with you and then like, I was just so depressed after everything happened with Ethan and Luke that I just didn't want anything to do with guys so I completely ignored you when we would all meet up,"

"But then something Michael had said made me realize maybe I should start talking to you and that was the day before the wedding and then...I had that insane dream but I just never thought this would be our life, I thought after our last major fight four years ago that we'd never get back together and you'd be with some different girl and we'd run into each other so many years later,"

"And we'd tell each other whats happened in our lives and you'd have a wife and a kid where your life would be completely perfect and mine would be shit, and I still wouldn't be over you and-" I started to ramble and he stopped me by turning over and kissing me. Hard. With so much emotion.

"You are the best thing that has ever happened to me I don't want you thinking differently. Even if we had really honestly separated that day four years ago and you didn't stop me in that airport I would've found you, one way or the other. If  you don't know what you mean to me then I don't know what I need to do to prove that to you." He said.

"You don't," I said and grabbed his cheeks. "You really don't I promise I just...sometimes I think back on my old life and remember how shitty it was before I met your or the boys but then I remember I have the perfect life right here with you and Anna and Ben. I love you so much Ed, more than you could even understand." I explained.

"I love you too baby. Here's to the rest of our lives." He said and kissed me just as hard, again.

Please don't let this life be a dream.