Januaray 10th,
You used to be such a prima donna mamma.
Now that I think about it. Believing you were better than most, and reacting so badly to not getting what it was you wanted. Did it help you sleep at night? Did it start when the leukemia took over.
Father won't tell me when they diagnosed you...that is, if you visited the hospital at all.
Maybe you didn't want to get better. Maybe you wanted to die.
If you did mamma...then I hate you. How could you be so selfish huh?
You left Jema mamma...
you left me.
And I'm broken.
-Lucy
