I'm NOT a faggot (UNDER EDITING)

- Chapter 21 -

Pov Jason
"Y-you were in that closet? The whole time?" Angela asked with big eyes and stood up.
"Y-Yeah, uhm, we were kinda busy when you got home" Nate whispered while blushing and staring at the ground. I tried to hide my lower area but Angela already noticed it.
"Oh-OOOOOHHH" she exclaimed and went to the door almost immediately.

"I-I'll leave you to it then..." she stuttered and closed the door behind her. Nate and I just glanced at each other in silence before bursting into laughter.
"Did you see her face?" I asked.
"That was so beautiful!" he stated.
"Well yeah, which freaking dork is gonna say we were making out" I joked and hugged him.

"Tss, she totally killed the mood" he laughed.
"That doesn't change the fact I'm still in for more" I whispered and pushed him against the wall.
"I'm sorry to disappoint you, handsome" Nate smiled.
"But I'm gonna request that you leave effective immediately"
"Oh come on, you're serious?" I whined.

"You're the one that got caught, you dork" he grinned.
"Tss, and you call me the jerk" I joked.
"Guess I'll see you tomorrow?"
"Yeah, till then" he smiled and walked with me to the front door.
"I'll let you know when I've got a plan to catch Emily" I smiled and kissed him one last time before I took off.

"Oh hi Jace! Did you like the photo?" Suzie asked as she ran up to me.
"Hi-wait what?" I asked confused.
"Yeah, did you like the photo I took of you and Nathan? I think it's really pretty!"
"Y-you took that photo?" I asked surprised and she nodded, obviously very proud.
"I showed it to my sister and she said it was perfect!" she continued.

"She told me she was gonna make sure everybody could see it! Isn't that nice?"
"Wow, yeah, that's very nice of her indeed" I played along.
"How did you take it? It was a really clear shot, I'm impressed"
"I took daddy's new camera to the park with me! He says it's a canon, I think because it's super big!"
I chuckled and shook my head a bit.

"Canon is a brand Suzie, they make really good cameras... But tell me, is that picture still on that camera?"
"Yeah, I think so"
"Do you think you can give it to me for a while? I just want to make sure I safe it on my computer so I won't lose it. That picture was absolutely stunning"

"Really?! Emily knew you would like it! I'll bring the camera right after school tomorrow!"
"Wow Suzie, thanks! You don't know how happy that makes me" I smiled and saw her run off to her house, chasing Snickers, her stupid fur ball. I took out my phone as I continued my way home.

-Hey Peter, remember you said you would help me get revenge on Em??
-What can I do for you?
-Well, I've got a plan...
-You know how to break into a locker, don't you??
-Yes I do
-Okay so here is what you have to do:

I was to busy explaining my plan to Peter that I hadn't noticed my moms death glare as I came home. Just when I pressed sent she took the phone out of my hands and put it on the table.
"Hey!" I exclaimed.
"What is this?" she hissed and showed me the well known photo of Nate and I.
"I-I..." I started but didn't get to finish.
"You know how fucking lucky you are that John doesn't have any kind of social media?!" she yelled.

"What's the point of protecting you when you get yourself caught by the first random bitch that walks by?! How can you be so reckless Jason?! Jackson would've-"
"I know what Jack would've done okay?!" I cried and felt the water run down on my cheeks.
"I know I'm a failure! I'm sorry!"
I took my phone and ran upstairs, being followed by Max. I slammed the door shut and fell onto my bed, crying. But I couldn't collaps just yet. I had a plan to execute and it needed to work. I-it just needed to work...

-Nate??
-I know who took the pic ;)
-Really?! Who??
-Well Suzie did
-And Emily got it of course
-Great... I can't be mad at a little girl! This is so frustrating!
-But I do have a plan to catch her
-I just need your approval...
-My approval?? For what?
-It involves you in a spotlight position and us not talking to each other :)
-Do I wanna know??
-Not really...
...
-Argh, just do it
-As long as Emily gets what she deserves
-Great!!
-Just be prepared to cry your eyes out the day after tomorrow and you'll be fine!!
-Wait what?!
-Gotta go, bye!! <3

I ignored all his texts after that and started planning with Peter. It helped me take my mind of things and this really needed to be just perfect, otherwise it wouldn't work. And it has to work. It just has to...
"Jason?" mom asked carefully and knocked at my door.
"I-I'm sorry for the way I reacted, please, we can talk about this"
I didn't respond. I just started crying again.

The only person where I truly felt myself with was Nate, and I was about to hurt him even more than he could imagine... Why did this always happen to me? Why did I always hurt those who I care about? I'm such a disappointment... Even though mom would never admit it, she knew. I could see it in her eyes, the way she looked at me... It wasn't the same as the way she once looked at my brother.

Some say that's a twin problem. Getting compared with each other all the time, making your flaws stand out. And compared to Jack I had so many... He was just perfect and I... Well, I'm just me... Nothing more than ordinary...
"Jason, please" mom sighed.
"I-I'll make your favorite food, French fries"
Food... My absolute weakness... I slowly got up and opened the door, hugging mom.

"Ssh, come, it's okay now..." she whispered, comforting me.
"A-are you really sorry?" I asked, sobbing.
"I was just angry" she sighed.
"Who posted that picture? If you're getting bullied you should say something Jason"
"I-I'm not the one who was supposed to be the target mom... I-it was Nathan.." I cried.
"The people at school don't like him... I don't know what to do about it..."

"Hey, calm down, I'm sure this will pass by" she sighed and smiled softly.
"It's only just a phase..."
A phase... Is that what this was to her?! A fase?! Did she think it would just pass by like it's nothing?! That I wasn't really into guys but that my crush for Nate would die out?!

She just didn't want to carry the shame of having a bisexual child... I coudn't believe it... She was still in denail... I pushed her away with tears and anger in my eyes.
"A phase?! Is that what I am to you?! A phase?!" I shouted.
"It's not a phase mom! It's real! I love Nathan!"
It was silent for a moment. I love Nathan...