I'm NOT a faggot (UNDER EDITING)

- Chapter 40 -

Pov Nathan
"Come on! It's gonna be fun!" Simon whined.
"But Jace won't be there..." I sighed, disappointed.
"Don't let the trial avoid you from having fun Nate" Jace said and smiled weakly. He had to go to court this week to testify against his 'adoptive' father. He played it cool around the others, saying it was no big deal. But I saw something else when I needed to come over because he bursted out in tears cause he was afraid to see him again.
"I'm not leaving you" I said.
"Dude, it's gonna be one of the best parties of the year!" Sander said.
"You've got to come!"
"They're right you know" Jace said, forcing a smile.
"I'm not going without you" I stated and crossed my arms.
"Yes you are" he said and looked at Sim.
"Get him in, he's coming"
"Yes!" André laughed and I sighed. I wasn't really a party person, certainly not without Jason with me. But he was right, I could use the distraction...
"Are you sure you're gonna be okay?" I asked softly.
"I'm fine Nate, don't you worry" he said.
"And I'll have my mom, nothing bad will happen, I promise"
"Okay... Guess I'll go to the party then..."

"Drink! Drink! Drink!"
It was me against Peter taking shots. I evened our score and swung my hands in the air.
"Take that Darhk!" I yelled, having trouble balancing.
"You're so damn lucky I'm driving you home" Sim muttered, sipping from his Coke while putting me back down.
"It's even! We can't leave it like this!" André laughed and filled up all the glasses once more.
"Yeah! I'm gonna take you down Wheeler!" Peter shouted, a bit less drunk as me.
"This one is the winning round! Ready? Set. Drink!"
I got cheered on by my friends and drank as fast as I could but Peter beat me to it.
"Winner!" he yelled and jumped on the table, kicking over all the small glasses in the process. I held a hand for my mouth and ran outside as quick as humanly possible, throwing up all of my stomach's contents. Fuck.
"Everything 'key?" Peter asked, a grin on his face, struggling to keep standing.
"I mean, I-I get your loser..."
His words became vague and didn't even sound like sentences anymore. Argh, I knew I was gonna regret coming... I probably won't even remember half of this evening tomorrow...
"Heay, come 'ere you" Peter smirked and pulled me up, pushing me against the wall of the house. A houseparty wasn't the best idea to organize, you had to clean up everything afterwards... But it wasn't my party so whatever. Peter had a shimmer in his eyes and gave me a drunken smile.
"Jassssee isn't 'ere nowww" he got out and held my head steady.
"W-what are you-?" I asked but before I knew it he kissed me. I started struggling to get loose but he wouldn't let me go. Instead he shoved me further into the wall, pressing our lips together with force. I started kicking and tried slapping him away but it was no use. I was way to weak in this drunken state and he was obviously stronger than I am.
"Peter! What the hell is wrong with you?!" I heard Ella scream, getting some attention from the people inside as well. Not that Peter cared. He was drunk, very very drunk. It wouldn't surprise me if he forgot where we are right now.
"Peter! Get away from him!"
Sander and André both pulled him off me and I gasped for air, slowly slipping to the ground against the wall.
"Why the fuck dude?!" André hissed as he threw him in the grass.
"Everything okay Nate?" Sim asked and helped me up.
"H-he kissed me..." I stuttered in disbelieve.
"I-I tried to pull back, I swear! I-I didn't want it, p-please, d-don't tell J-Jason"
By this point I was at the verge of tears. If Jace thought I cheated on him...
"Hey, hey, calm down, we know it wasn't your fault" Sim said and smiled a little.
"Peter forced it on you and that's not okay, we have to tell Jace"
"N-no! N-no, don't tell him! H-he'll kill Peter for sure!" I yelled.
"Hehe, I wanna see that" André laughed in his drunken state.
"Yeah, if it's as spectacular as Emily I don't wanna miss it for the world!" Sander laughed.
"He's so totally gonna take him down!"
They didn't understand... They didn't know... Jason was super protective over me. He had already told me once that if somebody ever tried taking me away from him, he'll shoot a bullet through their head. I've never really thought about that threat up until now. What if he was serious about it? I mean, he has killed before... A-and I didn't wanna see Peter die just because he couldn't control himself when he was drunk!
"Guys, he's shaking" Ella said and pulled me back inside.
"Hey, ssh, it's okay Nate" Sim said and hugged me.
"It's over, Peter is throwing up on the grass and I'll make sure he won't come near you again okay?"
Oh but it was far from over... I knew that one way or another Jace would get air of this and when that happend... Lets just pray and hope no one dies...

I had the worst hangover in history, maybe even worse. I looked up at my phone to see a ton of spam in the group chat.

SimStar: You guys got home okay?
TheAdude: Yeah man, hit a few bushes on the way though. My stupid bike can't go straight!
Sanderino: Tss, we always hit the same fucking bushes...
TheAdude: They're just standing in the fucking way!
SimStar: Well good night guys!
EllaBella: Tnx! You to! Did Nate got home okay?
SimStar: Yeah he was already sleeping in the car ;)
EllaBella: I'm glad he isn't worrying about Peter and Jason anymore then
EllaBella: Sweet dreams everyone xxx

I frowned at the screen. What happend with Peter and Jason? I scrolled along and saw someone placed a video in the chat. I was throwing up outside and the garden lights were on, making sure to catch every disgusting detail. Peter came outside and pulled me up, shoving me against the wall. Wait... Was he kissing me?! I saw myself struggle, trying to break free but without any luck. After a few seconds Ella came into view and started shouting. Sander and André took care of Peter while Simon made sure I was okay. That's were the video ended. Fuck. I tried to see who send the video but I couldn't. What the hell?! I clicked to see who had already seen it. EllaBella, Sanderino, Jacester... He saw... Oh my God, he was gonna kill him... I saw someone was typing.

Darhker: Fuck.
Darhker: I swear I didn't meant to!! I was stupid and drunk!! Can we forget this ever happend plz???

I wanted to answer but it was already to late. Jason had seen it and he was furious...

Jacester: I knew you had a crush on my boyfriend but this crosses the line Peter Darhk. If I ever see you anywhere remotely close to either Nathan or I, I will personally put a bullet through your skull. I hope my message is clear because I only warn you once. Do. Not. Test. Me.

-Jacester removed Darhker from the conversation-