I'm NOT a faggot (UNDER EDITING)

- Chapter 30 -

Pov Jason
I was crying in the shower, not wanting to come out and face Nathan again. I'm so stupid! I should've never said those things out loud! I should've just accepted it and moved on. But no. I had to ruin it. He'll probably think that I'm a selfish bastard that only considers my feelings but not his...
"Jason?" Nate asked and knocked on the door. I slowly turned off the water so I could hear him better, silently crying on.
"You forgot to take a towel so I thought I'd bring you one" he continued.
"C-can I come in?"
The curtain shielded me from the rest of the world. He wouldn't see me. Not like this.
"Y-yes" I said hoarse. My voice sounded broken from the crying and I cursed in my mind. The door opened and I could hear footsteps entering the room.
"I'll lay it next to the sink, okay?"
"Okay" I answered quietly and heared him leave again, leaving me alone. Alone... The word echoed through my mind. I was completely, from now on till forever, alone...

When I entered Nate's room afterwards I tried my best to cover up that anything happend at all. He seemed to have forgotten about it and was now playing some race game on his PlayStation. I sighed as I closed the door behind me, getting his attention. He paused the game and gave me a quick smile.
"Wanna join in?"
"N-no, I-I'll just go to bed" I spoke softly.
"I-I'm really tired and the doctor said I should get enough rest so..."
"Oh, in that case" he smiled and turned of his PlayStation. He got up and started undressing. I just stared with wide eyes, not really knowing what to think about it.
"What?" he asked.
"You aren't gonna tell me you're sleeping with those pants on, right?"
"T-this is my pj..." I said, confused.
"Like you sleep like that at home" he smirked and stripped down until he was just in his underwear. I caught myself staring and turned away, crawling in the bed and under the covers. Trying not to look at him as he changed, even though it was hard. I felt how he crawled in bed next to me as the blanket was lifted. He spooned me, pushing himself closer to my body. My eyes widened as I realised... He was completely naked... He started shifting himself closer to me and took a firm grip of my waist. He had no idea how hard he was turning me on right now... I pushed him away and looked at him over my shoulder.
"W-what are you doing?"
"Isn't that obvious?" he asked and crawled on top of me, kissing my neck like I had done to him. He took my hands and placed them on his ass, grinding his naked body against me.
"S-stop! Just Stop!" I cried and pushed him off me. I climbed out of bed with tears in my eyes.
"Stop teasing me like this! Stop giving me hope like that!"
"W-what are you talking about?" he just asked, sitting up in his bed, his eyes covered in guilt. His lower area was covered with the blanket and he just stared at me.
"I-I know I don't deserve you" I cried.
"So stop rubbing it in my face! Stop getting me all crazy for you, just to reject me and cut me off! I-I don't want it anymore..."
He got out of bed and I turned around, not wanting to see him fully naked if he didn't want me to. He didn't say anything. He just hugged me from behind, placing his head on my shoulder. His hands slipped around my waist and slowly made their way down as he sucked on my neck. My mind wanted to tell him to stop but my body wanted more, even though my heart knew it was gonna get broken once more.
"You weren't just some distraction to me Jace... You've never been" he whispered seductively and let one of his hands slip down my pants.
"I love you and I haven't showed that enough... So now, stop whining and touch me~"
His hand slid around my member and I gasped. He gave me a satisfied look.
"You're perfect~" he whispered on the most sexy tone I could possibly imagine. I didn't move or react to him. I was just frozen in shock, not knowing how to react to this.
"Listen Jace, I'm horny as fuck and I want you to touch me, to please me. So I'm gonna lay down in my bed and if you don't join me really soon you'll understand the true meaning of the word furious, am I clear?"
He pulled away and his warmth left me. I instantly missed it, like a part of me was missing. I turned around carefully, only to see Nathan absolutely naked on top of the covers. My eyes lingered on his lower area as if on instinct. It was exactly what I imagined it would be... I made my way over to the bed, pulling off my pants in the process. It revealed some of my cuts and bruises but I didn't care. I crawled on the bed, making my way over to Nathan. He was as red as a tomato, which turned me on even more. I crawled in his lap and pulled of my shirt, leaving me in my underwear. Nate's eyes got bigger once they saw the scars I had left on my torso. The cuts, the bruises, everything... I tilted his head so his eyes looked at my face instead of my body.
"That was quite the act you preformed just now" I whispered.
"But never forget that I'm the dominant one..."

(Bj scene ahead! Don't wanna read? Just skip the rest of the chapter!)

I smashed our lips together and Nathan fell back so I was now on top of him. I felt his legs intertwine with my own, grinding our members together. Never had the friction felt so damn good as it did right now. I pulled away from our kiss and pushed his legs down, a smirk across my face. I started kissing his neck, sucking his collar bone, making my way down over his chest. He moaned in pleasure and buckled his hips, ready for more. I kissed the top of his hard cock and felt him whimper under my touch. Carefully, I grabbed his balls and started to massage them while taking his hard dick fully in my mouth.
"AaahhahAAAAAha~" he moaned in pleasure, synchronizing with my every move to make it feel even better.
"AaaAAHhaha... M-Moore~"
I started sucking faster and kneaded his balls to my will. After a few moments I pulled away and started to pump him with my free hand. He threw his head back in pleasure and grabbed the blanket firmly. I knew he was close so I covered his dick with my mouth, taking it all in as he came.
"J-JaAAAasooOoOnn~" he moaned and fell back, letting the orgasm take over. I swallowed his cum and licked my lips.
"Was I to your liking?~" I asked as I laid over him, grinning. He just laid there, breathlessly.
"I've never cum so fast..." he whispered in disbelief, his hands covering his face, embarassed yet satisfied.
"Good" I grinned and kissed him.
"Cause I'm still hard~"