Miss Atomic Bomb | a.i

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Rae's soft lips pressed against my neck felt like pure heaven. The way she sucked on it slightly with her tongue made me nervous, not wanting to be spotted by my mom with hickey's on my open neck. Or even worse, by Rae's dad, even Luke. It wasn't embarrassing that Rae has given me them, but the damage those hickeys she had been causing were inevitable.

The way she whispered that one last sentence in my ear was enough to turn me on. I had my fair share of watching porn on the internet. Scratch that, I had a lot of experience with porn on the internet. Let's face it; I was pretty lonesome. It isn't a surprised to most people.

But anyway, I had never been turned on to this extent before. I had never had a girl straddle me, or kiss my neck. It was all so arousing, leaving goosebumps all over my body.

A freakish moan left my mouth, and I immediately cupped a hand over my mouth. It was the most embarrassing thing, but Rae seemed to think it was just the cutest thing ever.

I had just started to feel my pants getting tight and tighter, Rae's hands roaming my body as I sat there in pleasure, until we both were caught off guard by my mother yelling.

"Ashton! Rae! Pasta!" She yelled from the stairs. As soon as her voice came in contact with our ears, Rae's soft lips immediately detached from my thick neck. My breath hitches as I stare up at her. I didn't like what I saw.

Rae was sitting on top of me, her hands on my shoulders with the cockiest smirk I had ever seen. I could feel myself getting less excited as the girl unlatched herself from my body, using my shoulders for support as she hopped off of my lap and stood up over me. Rae smooths out her shirt, pulling it down to make it straight.

i didn't even blink. i was shocked at what had just happened. i was completely ready for whatever was to come. maybe not sex, i was definitely not ready for that. but it was getting really intense really fast and if my mother hadn't interrupted us, i probably would have let her do whatever she wanted with me.

"maybe later, Irwin." Rae sends me a mischievous wink, making me go off the edge as i finally get up from my paralyzed state, and stand up with her.

"uh- l-lets go then." I say timidly, wanting to kill the awkward tension in the room by putting my arm around her waist, but fail as my terrified legs sprint for my bedroom door. i unlock the door and wait outside of it as Rae steps out with her infamous smirk. She grabs my hand and leads me down the stairs, already knowing where she was going now since she had been in the kitchen earlier.

i had the same question replaying in my head for the past week, and it was bugging me for such a long time. I thought about it way too much, not wanting to push Rae into anything, she was a good friend and all, but what were we exactly? I didn't know if she just wanted to be friends because she was embarrassed, or if she just wanted to take things slow. but in all certainty, i needed to get an answer out of her. and soon. or else i would go absolutely mad.

Even if Rae says no to the relationship i want, at least I would still be there by her side. That's all i want. to be by her side, to be the one she leans on constantly. I would do anything just to be with her. i would be devastated if Rae ever ended up hating me in the end of it all. I'm lucky she even hangs out with me, let alone talks to me.

we eventually made it to the kitchen where my mom had set up three bowls of spaghetti. It smelled delicious and i knew my mother well enough to know that it would taste impeccable. My stomach started to rumble just at the sight of the food, My hand immediately flinching up to rub it.

"It smells amazing, Miss Irwin." Rae complimented my mother. My moms smile never faded as she responded back, chuckling at the same time.

"I told you, sweetie, call me Ann." She handed the hot bowls of food to each of us, half of her bowl filled because she had probably been picking out of it as she got the bowls ready for us. I know that if my mother hadn't controlled herself, she would have probably told Rae to call her mom because she's crazy. So i'm glad she held herself back this time.