*TRIGGER WARNING*
She finds out you self-harm
Perrie Edwards
Perrie and you have been best friends for as long as you can remember. You's were friends before she went on X-Factor and now you're joining the girls on tour.
You have been suffering from bad anxiety for the past year or so that no one really knew about. You always kept a rubber band on your wrist and every time you started to get nervous you would pull the rubber band back so it hit your wrist. The band was pretty thick so it would leave a pretty bad mark and sometimes bruise.
A few minutes ago Perrie told you that you were going to go on stage with the girls and perform with them and now here you're sitting in their dressing room and hitting yourself with the rubber band as you breathe hard. The door opens and Perrie walks in with a huge smile on her face that immediately drops once she sees what you're doing.
"Y/N, stop that!" She yells as she pulls the band of your wrist. You look down and see multiple red marks over your arm. Your arm starts burning from the pain and you wince when Perrie touches it.
"Why would you do this?" She asks with a soft voice as she looks from your arm to your face. You avoid eye contact from her as you reply.
"I have anxiety and this helps calm me down. I guess I was just scared to go on stage in front of all those people" You quietly admit as your head hangs down in shame.
"You could've just told me...Promise that you will tell me everything from now on" She says as she holds out her pinkie, "I care about you"
"Promise" I say as I wrap my little finger around hers.
Lauren Jauregui
You and Lauren have been dating for 5 months. You thought that after a while all the hate would die down, but it's been getting worse and worse. You try and hide it from Lauren and show that you don't care, but it's really been getting to you.
After Lauren and the girls left the hotel you's are currently staying in to go and get food, you race upstairs and lock the bathroom door. You grab your razor and break it to get the blade out of it. You sit on the floor and grab your phone to look through Twitter and read all the hate one last time before tears start pouring out. Running the blade over your skin once, you wince from the pain, but it feels good.
It feels good to get all the pain out so you do once more which turns into 7 cuts. You watch as the blood runs down your arm and drips onto your leg which then drips on the floor.
You look at your phone and see all the hate which makes you cut more on your other arm. The door downstairs slams shut causing you to jump. You try to get up, but start to feel light headed from all the blood you've lost.
'Why'd I do this?' You question to yourself.
An hour later the girls return and Lauren heads straight for the bathroom since she's been busting to go for a few minutes.
"Oh my god" She whispers once she sees your body passed out on the ground with blood everywhere.
Her body starts shaking and tears instantly start streaming down her face and she screams for the girls to call an ambulance. "Why? Why would you do this to yourself, baby?"
Katherine Langford
For a few years now you've been getting bullied by the same group of girls. It started in eleventh grade and you thought it would stop, but you graduated almost two years ago and they're still at it. Normally, you're pretty good at blocking it out and the days when you aren't, your girlfriend helps through it.
Today is one of those days when you feel like can't handle it and unfortunately for you, Katherine is grocery shopping and isn't answering her phone. You go into the bathroom and grab one of your many razors, trying to break the blade out. You're hands are shaking and tears threaten to fall from your eyes making your vision blurry, it's almost impossible for you to focus on getting the blade out. You throw the razor across the bathroom out of frustration and start scratching your skin with your nails, leaving red marks all over your left arm.
Not being able to hold it back anymore, a small sob leaves your mouth as you break down crying. The bathroom door opens and Katherine's smile immediately falls once she sees the state you're in.
"Hey, hey Y/N" She starts, leaning down and grabbing your shaking hands. She notices the red marks on your arms but decides not to say anything at the moment as she helps you up from the ground and into your shared room and into bed.
Katherine forgets about any plans she had as she lays with you in bed making sure you're alright and reminding you how much you are loved; how much she loves you.
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Self harm is not just cutting. It can be anything you do to self-inflict harm.
If any of you are struggling with self-harm then please reach out to someone because I promise you, you are not alone.
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