trigger warning : suicide attempt
(hope & josie & lizzie)
87. "Many times I lay awake and wonder why I'm alive anymore"
83. "My...Everything hurts"
45. "Everything fell apart and I can't pick up the pieces anymore."
63. "I want to kill myself"
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a shaky breath leaves your mouth as you try to control your breathing and shaking hands. this dark feeling has been inside of you for months, maybe even years, and you couldn't ignore it any longer. you felt like crying every single day, you never wanted to go to class or even leave your bed for that matter. you started to push everyone away from you and acting out in class and alaric had tried to send you to talk to emma multiple times but it never worked. all your friends were so worried about you, but you had convinced yourself that no one cared about you.
you grab the noose and tighten it around your throat before you stand on your bed. you tie it around the ceiling fan in your bedroom and take a deep breath. the pain your about to feel won't compare to the pain you've been feeling, you will finally be free from every single thing.
"hey, y/n! do you have the answers to- oh my god! what are you doing? get down!" josie screams at you, tears instantly filling her eyes.hope and lizzie come running in after hearing josie scream and they both gasp at the sight of you.
josie snaps out of the shock she was feeling and rushes over to grab the rope from around your neck before she throws it out of the room. "what were you thinking? you couldn't seriously be thinking about killing yourself?" hope yells at you as more tears fall from your eyes.
you felt pathetic. for the past few weeks all you've been doing is crying. "I wanted to! I want to kill myself"the three girls gasp at you, "why didn't you tell someone you felt like this? we would've helped you"
"you can't help! I've been trying for so long and I can't anymore. My...everything hurts" you sob as your body gives out and josie pulls you into her, "I can't even explain how I'm feeling, my head is a mess and many times I lay awake and wonder why I'm alive anymore"
"y/n, we're here for you. everyone at this school is here for you. mg, rafael, landon, our dad and even... penelope" lizzie tells you as she moves to sit on the other side of you.
"everything fell apart and I can't put back the pieces anymore"
"that's what friends are for...to help you put yourself back together when you fall apart. that's what we're here for, and we are going to help you get better and be with you every step of the way" hope tells you, squeezing your hand in a comforting way, with the twins nodding along with her.
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