nightmares...
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you toss and turn in your bed as the horrible memories replay in your head on a loop. a mission that you and your girlfriend, natasha, had gone to had almost ended with natasha losing her life and every night since it had been replaying in your head.
you would wake with a jump as your body was sweating and your heart felt as though it would break out of your chest any second. the only way you could calm yourself was by going into natasha's room to see that she was infact still alive.
natasha, being the light sleeper she is, would away wake as soon as you would open her bedroom door and let you stay with her. you never told her about the nightmares, you just told her you couldn't sleep, but she could easily read you and knew you would tell her when you were ready.
since the mission you had found yourself becoming more clingly than usual. you two weren't overly affection in public and neither of you were clingly, but now you always found yourself wanting to be around her to make sure she's okay, holding her hand and volunterring yourself to go on missions with her. that's how you found yourself in natasha's bed, that and natasha's been worried about you since she's noticed your different behaviour recently.
natasha felt you moving around next to her causing her to sit up slightly and rub the sleep from her eyes. your body moves against the sheets roughly with sweat covering your furrowed brows. natasha shook your body to wake you from your terrors. your body jumps as your eyes snap open, your chest rising and falling at a rapid pace while your eyes look around the bedroom until they lock with natasha's worried ones. you instantly let out a breath once you see that she's okay.
"I thought you died" you say as let out a sob.
natasha's gaze softens as she pulls your shaking body closer to her and you cuddle against her, "I didn't, I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere anytime soon"
you let out a sigh after you feel your body relaxing at the sound of natasha's heartbeat as your head is resting on her chest. her hands run through your hair while her other hand traces patterns against your back.
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endgame ruined me so here have this :(
i was sitting in the lounge room and my dad starting watching this hella graphic show and it made me think of this idk how tho but thanks dad
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