If Only

After school

After math class I walked to my locker and got my bag then walked to social studies. I took as much time as possible I didn't want to go. When I finally got there he was waiting at his desk. He started to talk and I only vaguely listened. When I heard a particular word, therapy. " Don't you think I've already went. I've been there so many times I stopped counting!! It doesn't help and neither are you!!" I screamed. He was shocked by my outburst. I stood up and ran out. I ran all the way home. But when I got there I decided I didn't want to be there yet. So I walked and walked and I ended up at the park. I took out my homework and started to read it over.

I was almost done when I heard kids get there. I looked up and saw my math teacher and his wife. They had there two kids with them. I quickly got up I didn't want to see him outside of school. But he saw me before I could walk away. He came over and said, " I saw what happen in the hallway. You're not the only one who gets them I get them to. And I heard you screaming after school. He was just trying to help. He didn't mean to upset you." I just stood there with my mouth hanging open in shock. He knows everything! I quickly close my mouth and reply " I know he wanted to help but he didn't. This can't be fixed that easily." He nodded showing he understood. I turned and walked away. I was surprised about how much he knew.

I walked home and went to sleep. I woke up and realized it was Saturday. Thank god. I went to Megan's house and we hung out. She was all excited about getting a boyfriend. There was a home football game that night and she convinced me to go. I really didn't want to but she wouldn't take no for an answer.