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Virgil's P.O.V. (note: before Accepting Anxiety video)
"Now there is no blaming yourselves kiddos. I don't want anyone feeling guilty for this." Patton stated, unsure of how the others would react.
"And no blaming each other either" he said when he saw Roman open his mouth.
"Oh, so we can't blame anyone, but Anxiety" he spit out the word like it was sour in his mouth "can blame whoever he wants now, can he?" Roman stated angrily.
" I don't -" I began, but was cut off by Roman continuing.
"'Cause that's what you're doing isn't it? so if he can blame us, then I can blame him. It's only fair, he is he one always making Thomas miserable. He also was the one who had the idea that not talking to them in the first place, so he IS the one to blame in this situation."
" I, for one, also find it fair for him to take the blame, he was the one who got us into this mess. " Logan said bitterly.
"What does the emo nightmare have to say about this? Huh? Why are you so quiet?"
Flashback
"What should I do? I messed up, they misunderstood me and now they might hate me!" Thomas exclaimed, clearly panicking.
"You don't want to say the wrong thing or they might hate you more, and you should probably think about the best time and place to talk to them, which would be a lof it work, and you would also want to take every reaction into account so you're prepared and-" I said, wanting to make sure that he didn't mess this up. I may not act like it, but I do care for him, even if the others don't realize this.
"Shut up Anxiety. Stop over thinking things and let us take over" Roman interrupted me.
I tried not to let how much that hurt show on my face.
"No, I think he's right, I'll just not talk to them and let them come to their senses." Thomas said nonchalantly .
"But I-" I began again. I had just been trying to make him think things through, not avoid talking to him.
"Great, you've finally won Anxiety. Isn't that what you've always wanted?" Logan asked, clearly upset.
"No, I-"
"Come on kiddos. Let's just sink out."
End of flashback
That was a week ago, and now the person definitely hated Thomas, if the dirty glares were anything to go by.
"I-i blame myself too." I whispered, so quietly that they might not of heard me.
"Good. You should. You never do anything good anyways."
"Roman!"
"It's true Patton. " Logan said, clearly tired with all our bickering.
"It is. I made a mistake. I wasn't done talking, but you guys interrupted me. I could've stayed there, after you guys left to tell Thoams that's not what I meant. I could have told him that I wanted him to think things through clearly, not avoid the person, but I just left with you guys because I thought he wouldn't listen to me. You had guys are the ones who made him think that I didn't want him talking to Jake, but I never corrected ypu. You're right, I can never do anything good. That's why I'm just gonna leave now. See ya later." I said. It felt good to finally get that all off my shoulders. I left immediatly, not noticing the shocked looks on everyone's faces.
Patton's P.O.V.
I was trying to get everyone to calm down, Anxiety didn't deserve all this hate, when he finally started speaking. What he said made my heart break though.
"I-i blame myself too." He whispered, quiely, as if afraid of our reactions.
"Good. You should. You never do anything good anyways."
"Roman!" I said, incredulously.
"It's true Patton. " Logan said, clearly tired with all our bickering.
"It is. I made a mistake. I wasn't done talking, but you guys interrupted me. I could've stayed there, after you guys left to tell Thoams that's not what I meant. I could have told him that I wanted him to think things through clearly, not avoid the person, but I just left with you guys because I thought he wouldn't listen to me. You had guys are the ones who made him think that I didn't want him talking to Jake, but I never corrected you. You're right, I can never do anything good. That's why I'm just gonna leave now. See ya later."
We all stood there in shock as he sunk out, probably to his room. He seemed so sincere, I just broke down in sobs. The others couldn't console me. They hurt my son, and he he just stood there and took it. He even joined in beating himself up! The thought of it broke me even further, up until I was curled up in the fetal position, rocking back and forth.
What have we done? What have I done? What can we do?
Roman's P.O.V.
I know, I was a little harsh, but mostly I was furious. I let my thoughts come out as words with no filter. But what stunned me most was the response. Instead of snapping back, like he usually did. He said four simple words, that tore me up inside. Even if I said something even worse after it.
"I-i blame myself too." He whispered, quiely, as if afraid of us and our reactions.
"Good. You should. You never do anything good anyways." Why did I say that?
"Roman!" Patton said, incredulously.
"It's true Patton. " Logan said, sounding so done
"It is. I made a mistake. I wasn't done talking, but you guys interrupted me. I could've stayed there, after you guys left to tell Thoams that's not what I meant. I could have told him that I wanted him to think things through clearly, not avoid the person, but I just left with you guys because I thought he wouldn't listen to me. You had guys are the ones who made him think that I didn't want him talking to Jake, but I never corrected you. You're right, I can never do anything good. That's why I'm just gonna leave now. See ya later."
We all stood there in shock as he sunk out, probably to his room. Then Patton broke down. We tried to console him, but it didn't work. Logan just shut off his phone, which I had no idea why he had it out in the first place. We finally got Patton to calm down enough to speak.
"How could he say such things about himself?" He asked, staring up at us and looking like he might break down again at any moment.
"Probably because we have been saying similar things ever since he showed up." Logan said.
Suddenly, we weren't in the commons anymore.
"What just happened? I felt extremely angry, then super guilty and self-deprecating, and then I just broke down crying. What's going on?" Thomas asked, clearly confused.
"Here. I recorded it on my phone since I figured our anger might affect you and you might want to know what happened." Logan says, bringing out his phone. So that's what he was doing.
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