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The Bad Guy (Oneshot #4)

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Anxiety's P.O.V.
"Hey! What's up?"
"Huh? " I turn around to see Roman approaching.
"You wanna do something? right now I feel like I could do anything." He sang the last word.
"Its want to, not wanna." Logan buts in.
"What?" I ask, confused.
"Ya know. The song anything? From Thomas' Ultimate Storytime tour?"
"I still have no idea what you're talking about."
"Oh yeah, that's right. I forgot, you weren't around then. Well I know what we're gonna do. " He enunciates the word gonna, just to spite Logan apparently.
"Were gonna listen to the Ultimate Storytime soundtrack!" He finishes.
After that we listen to the songs on the common room. All of them were good, but when I hear a sad song start playing, I check the title. The bad guy. That sounds familiar I think to myself. Then I remember. "I'm not always the bad guy." Oh yeah. It's not lie I ever wanted to be the bad guy. Then the chorus comes on.
I never wanted to be the bad guy, the bad guy, the bad guy.
I never wanted to an the bad guy.
But that's just hidden story goes.
Uh oh. I've started hyperventilating, and the voice is back. The voice is a voice in the back of my head, telling me horrible things, but I only hear it when . . . When I'm about to have a panic attack! Oh sh*t. I can't have one, not here, not in front of Roman!
Unfortunately,Roman also seemed to notice something was wrong, and stopped the music.
"What's wrong?"
I open my mouth to speak, but no sound comes out. I thought that I was done with this, they accepted me, I even revealed my name! They don't think of me as the villain anymore!
"Virgil breathe. In for four, hold for seven, out for eight."
After a while I finally calmed down.
"What caused that? Do you know if it was an anxiety attach or a panic attack?" he asked tentatively.
"Anxiety attack, panic attacks happen without reason."
" do you know what caused it? "
I remain silent.
"Was it . . . was it the song?"
"Yeah . . . " I whisper.
"Why?"
"I think I listened to the lyrics too closely."
"Huh?"
"Do you think I chose to be the embodiment of Anxiety? Do you think I wanted to tell Thomas those fears? Do you honestly believe that I was happy to make him worried, upset, to make him cancel plans and freak out over nothing. Do you think I wanted to be the bad guy? The villain? I don't blame you for trying to get rid of me when you had the chance. I was all for it, of course I had to keep up a tough act so no one could see that."
Roman just stared at me, shocked.
"Wow, for once your speechless. I guess there really is a first time for everything."
Roman's P.O.V.
I was confused. How could the song give him an anxiety attack?
"Why?" I ask, genuinely confused.
" I think I listened to the lyrics too closely. "
"Huh?" I have absolutely no idea what he means. I didn't mean to zone start him on a rant however, or make him open up about his feelings of he wasn't ready to.
"Do you think I chose to be the embodiment of Anxiety? Do you think I wanted to tell Thomas those fears? Do you honestly believe that I was happy to make him worried, upset, to make him cancel plans and freak out over nothing. Do you think I wanted to be the bad guy? The villain? I don't blame you for trying to get rid of me when you had the chance. I was all for it, of course I had to keep up a tough act so no one could see that."
I had no idea what to say, so I just looked at him. I was completely shocked, I had no idea he felt this way. I mena, I didn't think he wanted to an anxiety, but I didn't think it was this bad.
"Wow, for once your speechless. I guess there really is a first time for everything."
He tried to sank out. He's left me there for wonder why I had failed or do my job as a prince and rescue someone from the harshness that's someone(Thomas) was showing them. Instead, I became the villain, I joined in and hurt the person in need of help. What kind of Prince does that?