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Comfort (Oneshot #7)

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Anxiety's P.O.V.
I have a secret. No one knows this about me, and I really don't want them to find out. Especially Thomas. So basically, whenever Thomas is drastically upset, I pop up in the real world to comfort him. But there's a catch. He never knows it's me. Why? because I always make it so I look like one of the others, usually Patton. Whenever I make myself look like them, I make sure to change my voice and speak like them. It's been a while since I've had to do this (thankfully) and I'm kinda hoping I'd never have to again. Plus, I'm always worried, what if Patton, or whoever I dress up as is already there? What if someone sees me transform?  I used to have to do this a lot before I revealed my name. Now, I don't have to as much. But Thomas just finished his video where he played three horror games. He says he'll edit it in a bit. But now, his friends are gone and he's freaking out. So I change to look like Patton, and sink out. I feel a little bad doing this after the Can Lying Be Good? episode, but it has to be done.
"Hey there kiddo, what's bothering ya?" I ask, in Patton's voice.
"I guess I'm just a little shaken after filming that video. Thanks for coming Pat."
"No problem! I just wanna make sure you're okay!" Ugh, I hate how silly and goofy I sound. But I gotta do this. And unfortunately, the universe hates me.
"Thanks. I'm glad you always come to ch-"
"Hey kiddo? What's wrong?" The real Patton pops up and asks.
"What is happening?!" Thomas is now scared . Of both of us.
"Uh, who are you?" The real Patton asks kindly.
"Uk, well, sorry Thomas, but all those years where someone came to comfort you? That uh, that was all me, just looking like different people. I'm not actually Patton, as you can see" I say, and sink out . Once in the safety of my room I change back to my form, and change my voice back as well. I quickly throw on headphones and play some music. I lie down casually and make it look like I've been in this position for a while. I hear a knock at my door.
"Come in" I call out, hoping they didn't hear the tiny shake in my voice.
"It's Patton. Thomas wants us all in his living room, now."
" Be there in a sec. " I say, and go check the mirror. My eyeshadow is smudged a little, but other than that I'm fine. I sink out.
"You're all probably wondering why I wanted it see you so right now." Thomas says , looking at all of us in turn. "I was sitting here, a little shaken after the last video, but okay. Then, like usual, Patton shows up, how I he's always down when I'm upset. Or so I thought."
"I sink out to check on Thomas, only to find someone who looked and sounded exactly like me already there comforting him." Patton continues .
"He told me that all these years, that it has been him, when Patton, Logan or Roman came down. Him, disguised as one of you, to comfort me." Thomas finishes.
"Do you think it's been Deceit? I mean, we have seen him dress up and impersonate Patton before."
" Yes, and it seems like he preffered Patton's form. It's also interesting that he never chose Virgil's form. " Logan said now eyeing me suspiciously.
"Well at it has only happened twice before today after we learned Virgil's name, and I don't think he would've found that Virgil's form comforted me as much, no offense."
"None taken." I say. I mean, that is the reason I always chose someone else's form.
"Well, I'm gonna call him up. Deceit!"
"J totally know why I'm here. I wouldn't prefer to be somewhere else right now. "
"Well too bad. Have you been taking the forms of the others and comforting me when I'm down?"
"Oh, certainly. And I totally don't know who has. " he said. That snake was gonna rat me out!I
"Oh? And who has been then?" Logan asked.
"Totally not a former fellow dark side." Oh great, he was telling them that too.
"Former? So he isn't a dark side anymore?"
" Thats totally not what I meant. And he isn't standing in this room right now. "
All eyes fell on me. Uh oh.
"Virgil it was,... It was you?"
" Uh, maybe" I said, now scared for my life. Literally.
"Why didn't you tell us?"
"Because he's not still the embodiment of anxiety, so he wasn't anxious about your reactions. And he isn't scared out of his mind right now." I hated how, since he is a dark side, he could read my thoughts and emotions.
"Why? Why do you do this? I'm not mad, really I'm not, but if I may ask, why?"
" Well, like you said, my form wasn't exactly comforting, so I changed to look and sound like the others so you would calm down. And I was kinda hoping you'd never find out. Not that I like keeping secrets from you, I just didn't know how to explain I guess. " I sunk out. At least that was over with.