Tw: Mentions of violence, mentions of verbal abuse, toxic friendship(past tense), and forced panic attacks.
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Virgil's P.O.V.
I had this strange ability. I think the other sides might have has it too. Basically, whenever anyone was talking, anywhere in the mind palace, or if the sides were with Thomas, I could choose to listen in. And I decided to do that, though I wasn't really paying attention.
"Where's Virgil?" Patton asked .
"I have an idea." Roman said. "I THINK DECEIT IS A GOOD SIDE AND I TRUST HIM COMPLETELY!" Roman yelled . Oh gosh, no no nono NO. I couldn't let him get hurt too.
"What the fuck did you just say?!" I question , glaring at him.
"Found him." Roman says, not responding to me.
"Do 'good sides ' beat up their bets friends? Do 'good sides' feed their only friend lies in order to make them hate themselves more? Do 'good sides' force their friends into panic attacks so that they hurt Thomas, then beat them up and belittle them afterwards? Make them feel like they don't deserve to exist? I don't know what he did to earn your trust, but trust me when I say this, he is not someone to be trusted." I exclaim. Roman may not like me, but it's my job to protect them, all of them, and I couldn't let Roman walk into the same trap I had. All those things I listed? Deceit did those to me. All of them.
"Oh, Virgil, I, uh..., I just said that because I knew you'd appear..." Roman trailed off , looking extremely guilty and ashamed.
"So you're saying, that you made me suffer PTSD flashbacks of times I never wanted to remember, so I would appear? You didn't think to just call out? Or try to summon me?" I ask, now furious.
"Uh,.... yes." Roman looks worried now . Oh my gosh. I just spilled all of that. The secret I never wanted to tell. I just dropped an emotional bomb on Patton because Roman did something stupid. Oh gosh. I feel myself slipping into another panic attack. Just great.
"Kiddo? You okay?"
"Oh gosh, he's not breathing! "
"I'll go get Logan."
"Shh, it's okay. In for four, hold for seven out for eight, remember?" I started to breathe regularly again.
"Oh my. You must go through those all the time, and I never helped you before! And I caused this one! I'm so sorry! I was really dumb, I should've thought it through! I'm -"
"It's okay Princey. I forgive you. This time. As for the panic attacks, you had no idea, so now were you supposed to help? I sure as hell wasn't gonna tell you about it. "
Logan and Patton return.
"Oh. I see you've recovered. Is all that you said true? Did Deceit, did he really do those things to you?" He asked, something akin to, ... anger? in his eyes.
"Yes."
Roman took out his Samurai sword. "Where is that lying little snake?" He growled out. Literally.
"Whoa. That's a bit overkill Roman.
" If he did all those things to you than I think not. " He replied simply. I sigh.
"He'll be in my room." I say. Whenever I'm out of my room and think of what he did to me, he's there saying harsh words when I get back. Never laying a hand in me, but still sending me into a panic attack. I don't bother explaining this to the them though. I just grab their hands and sink down.
"I see you've been thinking about our time together Virge. You know what happens when you think of it. I appear again. Ready for your verbal torment?" He asks teasingly.
He still hasn't noticed the three people with me. Only once he steps forwards and Roman stands in front of me does he realize.
His eyes widen in surprise. He tries to sink out, but Roman grabs his hand. He struggles, and Roman whispers something in his ear that makes him go white as a sheet. He nods and sinks out.
"I don't think he'll be bothering you again." He says, still looking furious. I nod. After that we all go and play board games till we fall asleep. This certainly isn't over, but now I have someone by my side, and I finally feel safe.
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