Silent Tears (Mature Audience)

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Colby
I lay awake while sam sleeps curled up into my shoulder, it's like 5AM I don't know why I'm up, I didn't have a nightmare, I wasn't worried about anything, I'm just......awake. I look at the sleeping boy on my shoulder and contemplate if I want to move him onto my chest. I move my arm around his head and pull him onto me, he groans. "What are you doing?" He asks half asleep. "I got lonely, I wanted you to cuddle with me." I say, he whines and goes back to sleep, I wrap my arm around him and kiss his head. "Hey, I felt that." Sam says, I giggle and go to sleep.

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Sam
I wake up wrapped in Colby's arms, I'm not gonna lie, I like it. I feel his fingers slide through my hair as I cuddle closer, I feel his lips touch my head. "Morning Sam." Colby says. "Morning." I say. "We should start getting ready to go home, our flight is in an hour." I say, colby moves his arms and I sit up. "Ok." He says, I shiver. "You cold?" He asks, I nod and he throws me a sweatshirt. "Is this yours?" I ask, he laughs. "You sneak." I say, I put on the sweatshirt and start packing up my stuff. "Ok lets go." Colby says, I grab my stuff and we were off.

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Colby
As we are about to board our flight sam freaks out. "Where's my neck pillow?" He asks, we check everywhere, "somebody probably stole it, Come on let's just go." I say, I grab his hand and we get on the plane. Once we get to our seats sam sits down, he looks like he's about to cry. "Sam what's wrong?" I ask, I see a tear run down his cheek. "I'm tired and stressed out and I lost my neck pillow." He says, I wanted to kiss him, but I don't. "It's ok, just sleep on me I don't care." I say, he looks away from me, I decide to make a move. "C'mere silly." I say, I wrap my arm around him and pull him closer to me. "Lay down." I say, he looks at me and lays his head on my shoulder.

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Sam
I wake up to Colby's cold hand against my neck. "Sam we're home come on." He says, I get up and we go inside the house, I must have slept through the car ride home too. "Heyyy Solby's home!" Corey yells, he gives us a hug and I run up to my room, I start unpacking. "Hey, can we talk?" Colby asks, I sit on the bed and he sits next to me. "Yeah." I say, he looks at me. "You seem really upset about something, are you ok?" He asks, dammit! I thought he was gonna say he likes me. "I'm g-fine, I'm fine." I say, I can feel the redness on my face, I almost said I'm gay, why didn't I? "Ok, if you need to talk to me I'm always here for you." He says pulling me into a hug. "I know." I say, I wish my body would let me tell him the truth, I mean he told me. We look up into each other's eyes and I feel him coming closer to me, I move closer too, I grab the back of his neck wanting him to kiss me, his hands hold my waist, I can feel his breath, but I move away, I start to cry. "I'm sorry colby I can't." I say through my tears, he rubs my back. "How are you not mad at me?" I ask. "Because I understand sam." He says, I hug him tightly and hope we get close again, but we don't, I ruined another chance to kiss him.