"Tama na, Tash. 'Di na tayo masaya. Itigil na natin 'yung wala nang pilit parin nating ginagawang meron." I was shock. Hindi 'yon 'yung inaasahan kong unang sasabihin niya matapos ng halos tatlong buwan naming muling pagkikita.
I was expecting a sweet kiss on the lips and a warm hug. I was expecting I love you's and I miss you's. I was expecting a shiny smile, that finally we saw each other again! But guess what? Not all you expected to happen will be granted. I didnt expect a 'let's break up' scene but it's happening just right now.
"What? Masaya pa naman ako, Kris." I said smiling. Please self, be strong. "Malay mo, if we pretend that we're happy, bigla ulit magkaroon?" Ayoko. My knees are now shaking. Ayokong maghiwalay kami. I love him, okay. Hindi ko kaya.
"'Wag na nating lokohin ang mga sarili natin. Please, we should really end this. Ayoko na. I'm sorry." He said those words like we've just known each other a week. But bullshit. We're now together for almost 4 years, how can he throw that all just like trash. I am Tash, I am not a trash.
He turned around and walked away from me. I guess I cannot really change his mind, huh.
Sinubukan ko namang lumaban pero bumitaw padin siya. I guess that's what life's all about. Not all you hold on to, will hold you back.
BINABASA MO ANG
Litanya Ng Nasaktan
PoesíaUnder Revision Samahan niyo ako sa paglalakbay kasama ng durog kong puso. (Compilations of short story, poetry and personal opinions of the author.)
