Deception

Chapter 1

After my kidnapping twice with MW & Kay grazing my arm with a bullet on my last kidnap...
oh & my own twin brother knocking me out switching places with me so he could escape from jail and left me to take his place which was no picnic till Kay was able to get me out...
But I am getting slightly ahead of myself because it wasn't till after my visit with the shrink that I went to see Johnny...
Anywho Deakins insisted I needed to see the shrink...
Now I insisted I was fine there's no need for me to spill my feelings to a stranger but she said if I want to even be considered a help to the FBI I had to see the shrink. So reluctanly I went...
During the car ride there i tried to think of away to Deception out of it but no matter what there was no way for once ironically and shockingly it was dare I say impossible...
I mean sure if I had enough time and it wasn't a shrink Deakins assigned me too I could have figured away but unfortunately that wasn't the case...
As I waited patently messing with my deck of cards I dazzled a few kids in the waiting room with a few tricks...
"Mr.Black, Dr.Smith is ready to see you now." The young spunky receptionist said to me...
'Sure now the nerves kick in, my heart never pounded so fast, even before a new act I'm more relaxed than this'...
As I entered the dim litted room that smelt like an old library. A man sat at a desk reading some sort of file... 'probably mine.'
"Please take a seat Mr. Black." He never averted his eyes away from the file...
I don't know why that made me so nervous but it did...
"Lets start with your childhood, how was it?" He asked as he got a tablet and fancy pen ready...
"Well it was exciting being up onstage doing shows with my Dad and Johnny, we traveled a lot. Once we were held up at a bank..."
"I see.. Please tell me more were you hurt or scared." Now he was looking at me probably trying to read my emotions which showed, the beads of sweat building on my forehead looking around the room for a quick escape...
"I mean sure I was scared what kid wouldn't be. And no I didn't get hurt just my dad." I responded...
"Where was Johnny when this happened?" He asked as he wrote in his tablet...
"He was at home my dad wanted to keep us being twins a secret." I responded and regret the moment the words came out...
Oh now he's really intreaged. "Please elaborate." He said all wide eyed and bushy tail like...
"Well because of the acts my dad needed both of us and one of us had to be a secret just so it would work." I explained but of course it was too sweet and simple. And that just brought up more questions. Like what about school, other members of the family, including our mother who unfortunately passed away while we were still too young to remember her... Dad said it was during one of their magic acts but he never said much more about her other than that...
As for school we were home schooled due to moving around a lot...
I told the shrink all this than he gave me an assignment due to my hour was up...
So whats the assignment? This stinken note book, he wants me to write about well none other than myself and my feelings...
I considered getting someone to write it...
I was never into writing but than yet maybe this would be good for me getting all my feelings out without anyone judging me, well except the shrink who wants to read it but than yet you have to know by now he's not gonna get to see the original...
Nope he'll get a duplicate that will make him say 'He's fine and ready to get back to work note book'...
Cuz lets not forget about my brother, don't get me wrong I love him but right now I could punch him...