babble with andie

14 // youngblood

{date: 6.20.2018}

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okok, so lemme just tell yALL,,,,,that i am vv proud of youngblood. the whole entire album is a bop, literally ive been listening to NOTHING but this album. its puts me in some type of mood. it kinda made me fall in love w them even more. they mean so much to me, you dont even knOW. i obviously cried while listening to this album because i hAVE WAITED SO LONG, WE HAVE WAITED FOR THIS SO LONG. im gonna listen this album until i die. also, over the last few weeks, ive fallen in love w calum all over again. i dont even know what it was.

like im literally so confused because i feel like i just discovered 5sos & im doing all this research on them all over again. but ive been here for a LONG time. so like ????? wut.

ghost of you makes me cry. like everytime i hear it. but thats kinda obvious bc the whole fandom cries when listening to it. just like amnesia, i feel like. or broken home & invisible. those songs just really ooooofff. you know ? they just really hit home.

so around this time last year, i was pretty happy,,,, but in a different kind of way, you know ? like it was bc of this person. and now, i think this is the most content ive been since everything that has haopened to me. like last year was such a wreck. i was a total fucking M E S S . and now ? im better, stronger & i know that sounds kinds cliche, but its true. just luke luke, 2017 for him was a disaster. i relate so much to lie to me & moving along so much. i mean, i relate to every single song from youngblood but those 2 songs i especially relate to. well,,,,just for 2017. im happy that im now living life like im supposed to. and im really happy that 5sos released youngblood bc it is literally the album of the year. also, im glad that im ateast trying to really take care of myself & stuff.

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