babble with andie

22 // quarantine >:(

{date: 4.16.2020}

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so like everyones inside bc of miss rona. & she really ruined everything for everyone. i honestly want to go back to school like whAT ? i hate everyone at school bc theyre fake ass hoes but i just miss the interaction that i get from school. lol. without that im always inside :(

i hope yall are being dafe and staying inside and only going out if its REALLY NEEDED!!

ive been inside since my school did like a home schooling thing. its really fucking boring. its so easy so i cant complain too much i guess.

but prom is cancelled & idek if were gonna have a graduation like :/ i want a graduation dude. ive waited for it my whole life and i might not even get it like dhvrdkjvhieruhfpsy. :((

ive been on tiktok WAY too much. its taking over me lol. the way you can get famous on tiktok is if ur pretty, majorly talented, you have a really good body, or youre extremely funny. i dont have many followers bc im lame apparently LMAO.

anyways, i made a youtube channel & ive been posting stuff on there.

okay so i wanted to go for a walk right ? and i asked if i could bring my dog w me & my fam was like "its dangerous enough" oshfo[sdhfoh like huh ?! w h a t ? anyways, i havent seen the sun since middle of march so its been a month. im slowly losing my mind haha.

i got myself into painting ! its been really fun & i think im kinda decent ! :)

ive been trying to treat myself as a friend bc ive been slacking lately. i have to remember that im human ! & humans aint perfect so i shouldnt be so hard on myself. i think im getting better tho, my mood hasnt been that terrible lately.

ive been also trying to face my feelings head on ! which is really hard because all i do or did was bottling them up & pretending that they dont exist.

yeah, that doesnt work LOL. but i think im doing a good job so far ! baby steps :) 

see ya soon !

- a :)

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