babble with andie

23 // a letter to 19 yr old me

{date: 6.3.2020}

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dear andie,

i hope youre doing well. i hope your first year of college wasnt too bad. given, its community college but college is college ! lol 

do you still go to therapy ? are you still dating n8 ? kinda hope you are, he's the best thing that ever happened to us. did you make any new friends ? how about work, where are you working now ? any office jobs ? call centers ?? 

did you learn how to cook a few meals ? bc rn i cant cook for shit LMAO. right now, im kinda stressing about jobs & school. i really just need time to just idk, i guess figure it all out. what have you figured out ? i mean, a lot can happen in a year. how's soupy ? you better still be bffs bc shes one of the only people who really get us. shes a real one :)

hows the ol youtube channel coming along ? did you hit 100 subs yet ? hows your music btw ? i hope you wrote a few songs, even if you dont post them, just at least one full song. 

what about your art ? how many sales have you gotten on redbubble ? right now, only 3 sales. trying to get a few more just bc side money, you know ?

are you still living w ur mom ? or did you move out ? if you moved out, good for you omg. youre doing pretty good, if you already moved out lol.

have you improved on your singing ? i hope so, even if its just a little bit. singing is my dream, well, i guess our dream. but my tuning right now, really needs work :/ right now, my mental state is pretty good, im just really stressed about everything going on. is there a shot for covid yet ?

lol hows ur tiktok LMAO HSIUHFOHF tiktok is a joke frfr. but how many followers you got ? i got like 60 rn, how many likes, i have like 1.4k lol. 

bro, are you like fit ? bc im trying to work out and just be a little bit active. but shits hard man lol. have you learned the piano yet ? its just sitting there, you know.

are you a decent driver yet ? omg, one thing that kinda scares me lol. are you still scared of the world ? 

i hope you gained some confidence bc ur really a bad bitch & you should know it. but mainly, i hope youve grown. hoping that you took steps to become the person youve admired. i hope youre slowly becoming her everyday.

i'll see you soon.

-18 yr old andie :)

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