Fletch I need you. Where are you. Where did you go
The whiteness faded again and Jac was standing outside the church, Emma in the blue dress holding her hand. Jac looked down at her dress, the blood was gone.
"Mummy are we going in"
"I don't know baby . I don't know who's in there waiting for us, if anybody is in there"
"Is it Daddy?"
"Jonny? I don't think it's him sweetheart"
Emma was gone, replaced by Jonny.
"Why are you here "
"It's not me you're wearing that dress for Jac. I think you've been properly in love 3 times in your life. Joseph. I'm not sure anyone will ever compare to him -I know I didn't. I was never good enough for you Jac was I ? You told me you loved me I think we both believed it but it wasn't what you felt for Joseph. You will always hold a special place in my heart because you are the mother of my child. And now, the third and possibly final love of your life should be waiting in there by rights shouldn't he? Is he there Jac - you don't know do you. Have you pushed him away one too many times? Jac believe it or not I want you to be happy please stop being stubborn or scared or whatever it is that's stopping you telling him
Whatever Maconie you don't know me anymore.
I'm you Jac, I'm your thoughts
He was gone. Alone again.
Dream Jac hesitated, should she enter the church and see who was inside
Her hand went to the handle on the heavy door, as she pushed it open she entered a hospital ward. It wasn't one that she recognised. Looking round she noticed Frieda Petrenko approaching her
"You still haven't told him have you. You can't keep wearing that dress and do nothing about it. Soon it will be too late and Ms Naylor that would be a shame "
"But he hasn't said anything to me"
"Open your eyes, ask anyone who was anywhere near him when you were away "
"I'm broken"
"So is he"
She was gone
