Danganronpa One Shots

|> Ouma Kokichi x Female!Reader <|

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    'To my beloved Y/N,

       I know  you'll see my writing, and know who it is without having to think twice, and you'll  probably burn this note as soon as you've read it, because you think I'm full of lies. I know that people will believe what they want to believe, so is there any point in me telling you otherwise? In case you want to believe me, I'll reassure you, maybe I am a liar, but I know how to tell the truth too.

       Truly, I don't mind you leaving me. That was a lie. Of course I mind, and you'd be an idiot to think otherwise. But I do understand it, really. That was the truth. And I don't blame you, either. Maybe that was a lie.

      I'll admit, it hurts, but I saw this coming from a mile away, my beloved one. No one can ever stick around for too long, so don't worry, you aren't the first one to leave. Far from it. I've gotten used to it by now, it doesn't hurt quite as bad anymore. Or is that a lie?

      That's just the problem, isn't it? I'm a liar, so no one likes to stick around for too long. I mean, I cry wolf on a daily basis, so I'm not surprised that no one can ever trust me. Though I'm offended by it. Do you know why I do it? Why I lie? I'll tell you.

      I've been waiting for someone who would dig through the lies I weave. And trust me, they run deep. But maybe I wove them too thick, because it doesn't seem like anyone can ever break through to me. They all give up before they can figure anything out, because I'm too troublesome. You think the same, right?

     I'll tell you this much, my beloved, you've come the closest, more than anyone else. Or, maybe you managed to break through to me completely. Or perhaps I'm lying, and you were no where near knowing me at all. But after all, I'm writing this letter to you, and that's not a lie, so I think that should speak volumes, if you're willing to listen to it, and dive a little deeper.

     Do you think I'm telling the truth, my beloved? Do you think I'd lie to you? I would, and that's not a lie. But how deep do they run, and how much do you trust me?

     Not a lot anymore, since you walked away. Maybe you still do, and maybe you still love me, or maybe I'm just bluffing. Maybe I'm lying to myself, but no one will ever know, will they, my beloved? Perhaps, some day, it will be someone new. Or, perhaps it will be you, my beloved.

      I can just imagine your voice, telling me to come clean with it already, and spit it out. Will I hear you say those words to me ever again? I hope so, my beloved. I'm not sure I can survive without you. Am I lying? That's for you to decide.

     Can you survive without me, is the question I've been asking myself, my dear. I've been telling myself the answer is 'no', but we both know that it's a lie. I can't even make myself believe that one.

      But don't worry about me, my beloved. I'll be alright, and I'll live, and move on, the way I always do when people leave me. It's fine, my dear. I won't fall apart, I promise. But do you believe me, my beloved?

      After all, I am a liar.

     With as much love as my black heart can muster, your one and only, Ouma Kokichi.'