Dissolved Completely.

"I'm Okay"

I don't know.

Some times i feel angry but than sad than happy. Its like a song on repeat.

I got off the bus as i walked the sidewalk seeing Aidan standing next to a tree waiting for me. He smiles at me and well i smiled back but unsurely.

As i reached him he walked toward me sliding his arm around my waist and gave me a small kiss on the lips. "Hey baaabe," he said i chuckled a little at his greeting. 

"Hey babe" i replied as i let him hold me. He looked at me whilethe sun was rising i smiled at him. "What?" I blushed slightly but he smiled at me as i hated when he did that considering it made me blush a lot.

"Lets get inside its cold," i said but he hugged me.

I felt so lost.

I felt lost the entire day like i barely woke up from my sleep and found myself in a different demention.

I was too lost to notice as 'the other' snapped me out of what seemed like a trance.

"You Okay?" He asked me as i looked at him slowly. I nodded snapping myself out of the world i created for myself to get lost in.

"Yeah, i am just tired.." i said as i stood up grabbed my bag and gave a small smile at him. "Okaaay" he replied i left to the courtyard as i tried to figure out what was wrong with me.

I bumped into Aidan kinda startled as he lightly held on to my shoulder and tried to look at me. "Hey, are you okay babe?" He asked me as i looked up at him.

"Um yeah...just really sleepy that's all.." I said before smiling at him but he still had a concerned look on his face. "I'm fine babe, i promise." I reassured him.

I think Im okay, I'm okay. Right?