Dissolved Completely.

Time

I always get this talk about being responsible. Its always that time when you have to let something go or get enough of it.

Im in this for way to long. I mean what do i even need to be apart of life for.

Its always to the point where you reach time. There's always that memory where you wish you had more time with someone maybe it would be with someone who died or committed suicide. Basically died. Wishing you spent more time with them, regretting your arguments and dislikes.

Its like its a unlearned lesson. Its kinda like that phrase.

You never know what you had until it's gone.

And i agree it is true. Loosing someone you love so much, yet argued with most of the time is a horrible feeling. You never know when its finally their time to "go". Maybe it could be your time, no one knows.

Almost. Almost time fo- Thats when the arms wrapped aroundmy torso pulling me close in his warmth.

Again he pulls me out of my thoughts. I smile up at him. "Hello my day dreamer," he kissed my forehead. I chuckled as i said "Heyyy ill always be in my own world." He smiled at me, "what is on my baby's mind this time?" Its weird how i just love it when he treats me like this.

The way he would just want to make me feel loved, the way he would kiss my forehead and pull me away from thinking. The way he would call me 'baby' or his 'day dreamer.'

Just everything he does to me, it makes me so happy and also make me feel like a bitch for ever thinking of being with someome else who isnt him.

"Just time, nothing serious babe." I said as he smiled holding me as we both were in my room. Yes we are now in my room.

He smiled and kissed my cheek "baby tell me please?" He said as he held my cheek slightly resting his body on top of mine. I could feel the heat between us. He looked into my eyes as i looked back in his.

I couldn't concentrate at all anymore soon i totally forgot what i was gonna say. His hand was holding my cheek, he leaned in and kissed me. I felt his lips press against mine repeatedly as his hand left my cheek amd trailed down my torso.

He left the feeling of his touch as his hand held my waist. I rested my hand on his shoulder as our kiss became more intense. He slipped his tongue into my mouth as he explored every part of my mouth. He pulled me closer as his hand on my waist lifting my shirt, as he lifted it half way up before breaking the kiss to take my shirt off.

I kissed once my shirt was removed as he threw it to the side. I felt his warm lips as our lips parted again leaving me craving more of his as he pulled off his shirt also.

He smashed his lips into mine as he laid me down kissing me. He left my lips as he left trails of kisses from my lips down to my neck. I moaned softly as his hands began to touch me. I was craving every part of him so badly, i never wanted something so bad in my entire life.

He raised his head up to the crease of my neck as i felt his hand on breast slowly groping it as he earned a moan from me. He whispered lustfully in my ear "Oh baby..i want you so bad." I felt the nonstop feeling of his hand on my breast as it stopped slowly making its way to the clip of mt bra.

I was breathjng softly in his ear as he said "C'mon baby," his voice, god it drove me crazy the way he was talking to me. He removed my bra as he threw it to the side, feeling his hands on my breast as he teased me by nipping softly at my nipple with his tongue.

I was a moaning mess as his spare hand left my chest trailing down to my button of my pant. He unbuttoned it slowly unzipping it while he kept teasing me with his tongue, "Ugh Aidan." I moaned as he knew he was grinning but i couldn't concentrate but only on the feeling of his hand slipping in my pants. "Oh Aidan," i moaned repeatedly as he replied "Oh keep moaning for me baby," i could feel his bonner pressing against my thigh.

Knock, Knock.

My eyes widen as i sat up quickly, so did Aidan. We stopped what we were doing as another knock was heard.

Really? Why god? Why?

I grabbed my clothes as Aidan did the same. Soon enough once we were fully dressed my older sister walked in, she was her annoying ass self as always when she laid her eyes on Aidan.

See, time why do me like this? I hate time.