Dissolved Completely.

Shattered

"I love you baby, you know that right?" Aidan said softly as he held me closely. I looked at him and he kissed my lips softly.

"Yazzie?" I heard someone say i opened my eyes tiredly as i saw Tezhaun and realize Aidan kissing me was a dream. "Yeah? Huh?" I replied rubbing my eyes.

I was laid on Tezhaun's bed, most comfortable bed ever by the way. "Seems like you were having a good dream" he imitated kissing noises. "What do you mean?" I said sitting up stretching a bit.

I smiled slightly "Heh i guess..." i sighed softly. "Sorry i fell asleep Tezhaun..." he gave a slight smile and said "Its okay Yazzie, you needed the rest after yesterday..."

"I probably should get to my mom...." at the thought of going back i felt more depressed than i already was. I sighed deeply getting up putting my shoes on tying up my hair. Tezhaun cleared his throat.

"What?" I said to him. "Please call me if anything happens..." i knew what he meant. I nodded as i said "I will i promise..." he got up and hugged me tightly.

I hugged back. It felt nice to be hugged especially by someone who cares about you.

After the hug i left. Again. It was stormy.

I put on my hood and walked down the street. Small drops of water came from the sky. I felt my breath escape my body. I closed my eyes after wach breath left.

I took my phone out my pocket. 17 missed calls. 7 from my mother and 10 from Aidan.

As i walked down the street my thoughts ran through my mind. I felt like i need to escape.

I looked up and passed the teen center than the park. I saw Aidan and that girl. He was holding her and laughing. I walked away.
I wanted to cry but i couldn't because he's happy with her. That's what counts the most.

I felt a small tap on my shoulder. I looked to my shoulder. "Anjelic?" It was Aidan and his girl.

"Oh...hi" i replied as i pulled my hood down.
He gave me a small smile and i gave half a smile not even a smile. "What is it?" I asked as he looked at the girl. She was about my height and was basically someone who would make him happy.

"This is Reese. Reese this is Anjelic. My ex." The word 'ex' kinda hurt but it was what i was labeled as. "Hey," i replied she said thw same thing. "Um Aidan i have to go home..." i said.

"Oh..well um okay bye." He said as he waved slightly walking away with Reese.

I sighed 'why was it so easy for him to walk away?'

I felt like breaking ugh why did i let him go?
I started to tear up i turned around and startes to jog down the sidewalk.

I wiped my eyes. My heart felt broken, torn apart. Not just from the break up but from Angel. She was gone. I couldn't go to her. She was dead.

I sat down on the edge of the sidewalk crying into my lap. Why did you leave me?
All the times of you teasing me or lecturing me about everything won't happen again.
I won't be able to see you smile anymore. I won't be able to talk to you about things like this.

My heart was shattered.

I got home and god it looked like my mother had a party because there was nothing but wine and beer bottles on the couch and tables or coffee tables. I saw a family picture frame cracked. "Mom?" I said cautiously.

"Anjelic!" I heard from the kitchen. I walked inside the kitchen and saw her, a wine glass in one hand and a pen in the other. "What are you doing?" I asked seeing a few forms laid out in front of her. "Morgue papers...Angel's notes for the funeral basically..." she said.

I nodded "Oh..." we both stood there in silence. "Do you know why dad was arrested?" I asked she looked at me and scoffed "Psh domestic violence." She said.

"You called the cops? Why?" I said kinda pissed. "Because he had you and he hit me." I rolled my eyes "No he didn't, you hit him amd probably more."

"Shut up, you werent there when it happened so be quiet." She replied as i sighed "Knowing in you, your talking a significant amount of false facts." I said she glared at me and set her glass down. "Shut the hell up Anjelic Yazzie, go get your ass in your room before i beat the fucking attitude of yours out of you."

I sighed and right before i could turn around my mom threw her glass of wine at me. The glass hit my cheek and spilled all over me while the glass landed on the floor shattering just likw my life did.

It shattered just like me.