Dissolved Completely.

My dad

I sighed as i was in my 4th period. I sat by the window looking at the grey clouds thay remind me of a soft blanket covering a child as they sleep feeling warm.

But also some times grey clouds bring darkness or sadness. Depression. Situations.
Changes.

I felt hurt in my chest, it tightened. I don't know why but i felt like crying when the teacher was lecturing us. I felt my eyes water up as i wiped my watered eyes.

I was breathing heavily but quietly trying to hold in my tears. "Mrs. Callet, can i use the restroom please?" I said as i knew i was close to breaking down. She nodded as i rushed out the classroom grabbing the hall pass. I ran to the restroom as i entered a stall, tears running down my cheeks.

My eyes were hurting and i felt breathless. I sighed as i cried silently in the stall but of course with my luck someone walked in.

"Ann? You okay?" I heard a voice ask. I knew it was her. Chasity.

I didnt want to say anything so i stayed silent with my eyes swollen from crying too much. "I know...i know its hard for you right now Ann...especially with your recent break up..." she said as i sighed resting against the door.

I could hear her shuffle to the bathroom stall i was in. As she said again "But things change....some times life can be great and some times it can be the worst...but thats why it involves ch-" i cut her off "Chasity please just go, i want to be alone...thanks but please...." she sighed as i heard her leave.

After that i went back to class, it felt like torture trying to hold every single tear.

Once the last bell rang i walked out the school, but i didnt want to go home. No choice, i walked home putting earphones in as i played music on my phone seeing a few text from Aidan but only one from Jadon. I didnt reply to either.

I listened to the lyrics as the rythm of the melody went along with the song. The lyrics calmed me as i took a deep breath, i saw the fog of my breath as i smiled slightly.

Rise and shine like the day dawned on me.

I heard the lyrics as i felt at ease, i didnt feel sad nor happy just calm a little. I was disturbed by the honk of a car, i pulled out my left earphone as i looked at the car. The car was a 1969 grey black camero. The only person i know who drives that car, my dad.

He rolled down the window, "Anjelic, get in please sweety" i felt relief as i opened the door to the passenger side and got in. "Dad where were you?" I said as he hugged me..

"Your mother chased me out of the house...and she was starting to get violent, i didnt want to be charged with domestic violence against her again." He explained.

I nodded knowing how my mother would blame everything on my dad. "Oh, where did you stay?" I asked "Hotel, Anjelic ahe didnt hurt you? I know shes having a break down." I shrugged as i said "Just a slap and push thats it, im fine dad." He felt relieved as he nodded putting the shift into drive as he drove passed my mother's house.

Im just glad my dad doesn't change. He's been the only one to calm my mother and calm me.

I exmained my dad as i saw 3 scratches on the side of his neck, i looked down to his arms as there were small bruises. I sighed softly as i sat back and rested my head against the window.

"Get some sleep sweety, it'll be a long drive." He said, i nodded and closed my eyes.